you once told me we're not going last forever
but i told you i would do whatever i can to make us last,
i would go anywhere you go,i would give anything, just to be with you
But then you slapped me with your words
You said that you didn't want to stay " like this"
that you wanted to like a "him"
you cried saying you wanted to make your parents proud
you cried saying you'll never be able to be yourself
and i cried with you and for you and because of you.
i hated myself, i hated being "this way"
I hated society for building up the thought that being "gay" is sick
i hated everyone,i hated religious people for saying we are hated
i hated myself. and you hated me. because you thought i hated you.
I'm so sorry love.
it kills me to see you knowing i can't talk to you, knowing we can't be an "us".
it breaks me the way you pretend that "we" never happened.
YOU ARE READING
Fragments
Poetry"Everyone's playing checkers with their scars, saying checkmate whenever they get out without a broken heart. Just to be clear I don't want to get out without a broken heart. I intend to leave this life so shattered there's gonna have to be a thousa...
