"Is it still a broken heart when my whole body aches?"
Is it still a broken heart when it feels like I can't breath?
Is it still a broken heart when it feels like someone is repeatedly punching me?
Is it still a broken heart when no one will listen to my screams?
Is it still a broken heart when pain is the only out let to other pain?
Is it still a broken heart when you're so close but so far away?
Is it still a broken heart when it takes only one flick of the wrist to reach you again?
Is it still a broken heart when you left to end your pain but instead gave it all to me?
Is it still a broken heart when I want to leave with you?
Is it still a broken heart when I'm leaving to be with you?
Is it still a broken heart when I jumped?
Is it still a broken heart when my squirming legs kicked over the chair?
When my airways closed?
When I could hear the yells of our distraught mother, who didn't want to lose another daughter?
When she cradled me with arms shaking with her sobs?
When I whispered an broken, empty sorry?
When she called the ambulance?
When I left to be with you?
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Maybe it Will End
PoesíaWARNING TRIGGER Just a collection of poems that are written about self harm and depression. All poems written by me unless said otherwise Cover by lilydawnxx
