What Society has done

I dont know what its like

Yo, I don't know what it's like to be addicted to pills
But I do know what it's like to be a witness it kills
Mama told me she love me, I'm thinking this isn't real
I think of you when I get a whiff of that cigarette smell, yeah
Welcome to the bottom of hell
They say pain is a prison, let me out of my cell
You say you proud of me, but you don't know me that well
Sit in my room, tears running down my face and I yell
Into my pillowcases, you say you coming to get us
Then call 'em a minute later just to tell us you not, I'm humiliated
I'm in a room with a parent that I don't barely know
Some lady in the corner watching us, while she taking notes
I don't get it mom, don't you want to watch your babies grow?
I guess that pills are more important, all you have to say is no
But you won't do it will you? You gon' keep popping 'til those pills kill you
I know you gone but I can still feel you
----nf (how could you leave us)
I dont own this song this is strictly Nfs song
I just honestly really like it

I don't know what it's like
To have an addiction
To crave something
To care about something
Way more than oneself
But I've seen someone that's addicted
to pills
My mom loved the pills
Way more than she loved me
she didn't care about me and my siblings
it took over her life
It felt like a knife
Straight to the heart
She became unstable
that's when she became know as a label
A drug addict
she became so caught up she left us
Left us to fend for our own
sooner or later I should have known
Now I'm sitting in a room
With a parent I barely know
She missed everything
my graduation
she never got to say congratulations
I barely started seeing her
every time she spoke
Her words were slurred 
I didn't understand
Didn't she want to watch us grow
I guess she didn't
We weren't important enough
I know I had to stay strong
I got to be tough
She said she loved me
But she don't know me
I thought she did guess not
I came home one day
seen my mom on the floor
the pills arrested her body
took over her mind
The battle is over
I thought she would have won
But the pills took over
She was no longer lucky
no longer a four leaf clover
I regret one thing
I wished I would have talked to her
I wish I could have said goodbye
She felt that high
One last time
Now she's in the sky
Rest in peace
Look down upon me like an angel
Tell God I said hey big guy
Take good care of you
I know you don't know what I'm going through
You don't really care
Because this is from my view
Rest in peace mom
Can't wait to see you again
Glad to see your not in any pain

Hey guys sorry I've been gone for so long  but I'm back.And I've been listening to a lot of NF  his music is so raw and have a true message behind every song and this poem is based on this song. I love this song so much to hear how much emotion he has behind all his words.anyway I hope you enjoyed this poem PLEASE COMMENT AND VOTE I would really appreciate it so much and please don't use these poems without asking and do not copy them please

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