What Society has done

Paralyzed

When did I become so numb?
When did I lose myself?
All the words that leave my tongue
Feel like they came from someone else

[Hook:]
I'm paralyzed
Where are my feelings?
I no longer feel things
I know I should
I'm paralyzed
Where is the real me?
I'm lost and it kills me - inside
I'm paralyzed
-nf (I DO NOT OWN THIS SONG AT ALL THIS BELONGS TO NF )

Can't feel a thing
I think I'm paralyzed
My body is numb
I don't know what I have become
What happen to the old me
Who felt
Who felt pain
who felt misery
Are all my cells to busy
being tortured really does cause a drain
I'm exhausted
the people from school took my mind hostage
I don't care anymore
They feel no remorse
Nothing's going to change
I'm the target of course
This was the letter 
What letter ?
The one my best friend wrote
It was found at the bottom of the building
Her body lay there looking hollow
I stand there shaking knowing
They felt no sorrow
Why I scream
Why would you do this to such a brave soul
The greatest person alive
They stole
brainwashed her mind
To make her feel bad
How do you feel now?
Knowing your the reason behind this
All you can say wow
I sit at the funeral
Her mother crying know she lost her baby
How would you feel watching your mom cry
From above
Knowing you can't help her
Knowing you can't go back
Is it common sense you lack ?
I tried my hardest to honor her I say
I'm not going to lie
And say everything's going to be okay
She was the strongest person I knew
She of course was battling her demons
I look in the crowd and see her farther trying
His hardest not to cry
His baby girl is gone
she won't come back because of you
you pushed her off the edge
I hope your happy for what you have done
but I want all you to know you haven't won
I try my best to finish my speech
but I break down
I hope your all fine knowing
You killed her
you wanted to be class clown
how does it feel!!
How does it feel to know you did this
You made her take her own life
Your words killed her
Your mouth like the switchblade
Keep on trying
I hope that you feel guilty
knowing a girl is dead
Because of what you guys said
The last thing on the letter said and I quote
you pushed me to far
I couldn't handle it
this is all your fault
You know who you are
The bullies who pushed me
While I was down
Great job
I hope your
happy I'm done
With life with this and all your hits
You used all your wits
I'm never coming back
Bye now
And that's my vow

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