gina

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Dear Jay,
Dear Sebastian,

I'm sorry. I failed.

But there's nothing else I can do.
Jay, I want to be with you, Sebastian, I hope you understand. I care so much for both of you, and Sebastian, I want you to keep smiling and laughing. You are the only true friend I made, and for that I thank you, I thank you, God, Do I thank you. But there's no place for a depressed girl like me. Like you said, Sebastian, "theres like 10 trillion people in the world". Well, to be exact, there's 7.1 billion people, rounded (doesn't make sense, how can you have .1 of a person?), but you weren't too far off. But that's still a huge number. And I'm done. You gotta understand. I can't be sad forever. I need to end it somehow, I need to end it now. I'm sorry, but I do hope you understand. Please, move on and appreciate your lives. Sebastian, it's only been two weeks since I've known you, but believe me, those two weeks have been the best two weeks of my
life. I'm so grateful for you, for helping me, I can not thank you enough. But now, it's time for me to go. Goodbye Sebastian. Long time no see, Jay.
-Gina.