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Princess Jessie
Social Media
It's been a while since we've talked.
Naaalala mo pa ba kung saan tayo nagkakilala? Eh naaalala mo pa ba kung paano at kelan? Kasi ako oo. Kahit pa ng pinakamaliit na detalye.
I still remember how we met in this online site wherein strangers could talk. Pareho tayo ng interest....food. Hahaha! O diba? Pero kahit na pareho tayo ng interest na nilagay sa site na iyon, nagkakaroon pa rin ng akwardness. Syempre, hindi naman agad nagiging close ang dalawang di-makakilalang tao lalo na kung chat lang at hindi mo nakikita ang mukha niya.
But we still managed to talk about things. At first, gusto ko ng i-end ang conversation to look for another stranger pero wala e....kahit boring pinagtiyagaan kita. Di naman ako nagkamali because you're a nice guy unlike the others out there who are lustful and horny.
To cut the story short, nagbigayan tayo ng social media accounts, Facebook to be exact but a dummy ones. At doon tayo mas nag-chat ng matagal. More on getting to know each other. Mas madaming kwentuhan, tawanan, biruan at mas matagal na oras.
At oo, nakuha mo ang loob ko.
Sa isang iglap, ikaw ang naging internet bestfriend ko. Kahit di pa kita nakikita....kahit di mo pa rin ako nakikita, there's something in between us...a string that connects our heart like how our friends in our personal life were binded with us.
You almost know all about me. Ganoon din naman ako. We told each other our deepest secrets that even our friends don't know. Tayong dalawa lang. Tayo lang ang nakakaalam.
We laugh hard through emojis. We sing what's inside our mind through voice message. We comfort each other through messages.
We made memories together...through internet.
Nakakatuwa lang dahil sa tatlong buwan na magkasama tayo, sa chat man at hindi sa personal ay mas nakuha mo ang loob ko....hindi pala nakuha, kundi nahulog.
Oo, nahulog ako sayo.
Nahulog ako kahit di pa kita nakikita. Nahulog ako kahit chat lang. Sa mga message. Sa tanong na kinakamusta ako, kung nakakain na ba ako, kung saan ako nagpunta. Sa goodnight. Sa sweet dreams. Pati ata sa mga emojis mo.
Funny how a stranger can be this important to me. I don't really know who you are in person. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung totoong tao ba ang kausap ko. O kung meron ba talagang Cen, kung tawagin kita. I really don't know if you really exist.
All I know is I'm falling for you...harder and deeper.
Pero alam kong hanggang kaibigan lang ang maibibigay mo sa akin. Dahil alam ko na hindi ikaw ang tipo ng lalaki na nakikipagrelasyon sa mga taong hindi mo kilala sa personal.
You're that kind of person who don't easily trust strangers. Mali.. you really don't trust strangers. Oo, pinagkatiwalaan mo ako sa mga sikreto at kung ano pang bagay. Pero hanggang doon lang. Sabi mo nga, safe naman dahil hindi natin alam ang mukha ng isa't isa. And may sikreto rin akong nasabi sayo so it's just fair on the both sides. Sabi mo nga noong nag-aya ako ng meet-up, "Wag na. Let's be contented with chats."
You declined my offer....and absent-mindedly declined my love.
Having you as my friend is one of the best things that has happened to me. We're good together as friends. That's it...only friends.
Friends. Kaibigan. Magtropa. Hanggang doon lang. Wala nang next level. Hindi na hihigit pa doon.
Painful.
Painful...but I won't mind being hurt if the only reason for us to be together is being friends. At least, I've become a part of your life. Thank you for the memories.
Yes, Cenon...I've fallen for you. But you do not. Because that's your principle. You can't just fall in love with someone you don't know.
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I always dreamt of having a guy that resembles a prince charming in this world full of fuck boys. I've found him not in person...but through computer. And the prince never wanted that kind of set-up. *****************************
