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My Previous School Life

Date written: May 16, 2016
Time: 11:50 PM

Last school year,
It was SO eventful.
Like my first ever heartbreak,
my first aquaintance party,
my first time entering a story-writing contest,
the first time I got a failing grade in Math (cuz I suck at Math)
the first time pervert kissed me (and it was a living nightmare)
the first time I got a little round (yeah bc during snacks my friend always let me eats with her)
the first time I cried in school just bc of heartbreak,
the first time I played volleyball with my crush being my opponent.

So about my hearbreak?
Not talking about it,
it just hurts so much.
I don't wanna talk about it.
But if you want to,
feel free to PM me.
I'll tell you about it.
But PLEASE,
DON'T TELL ME THAT
"Psssshhhhh you cried just because of THAT? That's just simple! Like srsly, the way he rejected you, and the way he acted after that, it's so...simple....like why would you cry?"
Or things like that.
I'm just and e l e m e n t a r y student afterall.
And we also didn't have a very close relationship....
AH GODAMN IT WHY AM I CRYING???!!!!!!
WE AREN'T EVEN CLOSE!!!!!!
OH GOD HE IS JUST SO HOT FOR A ELEMANTARY
HE IS ALSO PLAYFUL!
HE IS SO CUTE!
OH MAH GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAWD
WHEN MY FRIEND SAID
"He like you back, Colleen"
I'll be like,
"PSSSHHHHH YEAH RIGHT HE LIKE ME BACK.
YEAH RIGHT HE LIKES ME BACK THAT'S WHY HE ALWAYS IGNORES ME.
YEAH RIGHT HE LIKES ME BACK THAT'S WHY HE SAYS THAT I'M ANNOYING
YEAH RIGHT,
YEAH RIGHT.
I DO BELIVE THAT HE LIKES ME BACK.
LIKE I'LL BELIVE THAT"
OH PETES
ISN'T IT OBVIOUS THAT HE DOESN'T LIKES ME BACK.
LIKE REALLY
HE'S EVEN LOVELY DOVEY WITH HIS CRUSH,
LIKE TICKLING HER,
SITTING BESIDE HER,
HUGGING HER.
OH GOD ARE THEY COUPLES?!
OH MY GOD MY HEART IS REALLY BROKEN RIGHT NOW
I'LL STOP MY PAST LOVE LIFE AND GET ON WITH IT.
OLAY OLAY

So moving on,
the aquaintance party was really fun.
So basically, it was a party.
Yah a party.
It was held during the beginning of the school year.
We got to party and party only,
and it was also at nighttime so yeah.
I had fun,
I didn't mind HIM being there.
Oh and I fell in love with HIM since GRADE 2.
I just didn't mind him,
I didn't also bothered to go to their class' table.
We also had a new American student,
not telling his name but he had a so-called "love affair" with the GRADE FIVE.
I could care less about them.
Since the new guy was a first year.
Rumors also said that the Grade Five girl, let's just name her Alexis, and the new American guy, let's name him Xerxes (yeah I'm using Pandora Hearts reference) KISSED. LIKE LIPS TO LIPS.
I CAN NOT BELIVE MY EARS.
MY MALE FRIEND, LET'S CALL HIM IVAN, TOLD US THAT THEY KISSED.
OH GOD.
But guys, guess what, before Xerxes had a some love with Alexis, he actually liked another girl, the same class as Alexis. Her name was Camille (not her real name). Xerxes liked her BEFORE him and Alexis KISSED. I also heard from my friend, which is my classmate and is really close to the Grade Five (since her crush was there), she said that Xerxes gave flowers to Camille, I don't know when. Then Camille's parents found out because of his younger brother's (which is our classmates) blabbles. So yeah.
But I don't care.

So the story-writing contest was in the middle of the school year.
My teacher in English told me to participate with the megane in class.
Well apparently....
She only told me that there should actually be two participants on the day of the writing contest.
Really teacher?
Why did you not told me sooner?
Really?
I wasn't prepared for this.
I suck you know?
So before the story writing comtest,
teacher told megane to be the one to participate to the story-writing contest.
Then, it was already the day of the contest,
teacher suddnely told me to join him.
I said "WHAT"
SHE DIDN'T TOLD ME THAT IT NEEDS TWO PARTICIPANT EARLIER!
LIKE REALLY TEACHER?!
OH GOD!
PLEASE DON'T BLAME ME IF OUR CLASS WILL LOSE!
Then we arrived in the small AVR where the contest will be held.
The teacher gave us the papers where we'll write the story.
The teacher told us to complete the story since the beginning was already written.
It was pretty short though.
The beginning said,
"In one sunny afternoon, Allyria was strolling in the beach's seashore"
That's all the beginning said and I started writing the next part of the story.
Then after, it was pretty long, (but I know it sucks) I passed it to teacher and..
goofed around a bit, then returned to the class with the megane.
Oh, the megane is a guy.
He has a Mathematics rival (whom I guess he likes).
Then the day of the results came in.
The teacher told us that...
hahahahahahahaaha our grade lost.
Don't blame ME.
I wasn't ready for that.

So about my crush being an opponent.
Ahahahahahahaha about HIM  again.
But this will be short enough.
Me, and my other 4 (or five?) classmates played volleyball with the Grade Six.
Oh and my crush happened to be my opponent.
Timeskip end of the game.
The teacher in-charged told us to shake hands with the opponent.
In my brain I was like,
"WILL HE SHAKE MY HAND?"
"WILL HE OFFER HIS HAND TO ME?"
Then the time our hands will shake already....
I was clearly dissapointed bc he refuses to shake my hand.
Damn it I knew he won't anyways.
So I didn't expected more.
Then I just left the gym not even dared to look back.
I was clearly hurt.

I WON'T BE TALKING ABOUT THE PERVERT,
I WON'T BE TALKING ABOUT MT GRADE,
I WON'T BE TALKING ABOUT ME GETTING A LIL ROUND BC IT WAS JUST SOOOOOOOOOOOOO SMALL I DIDN'T NOTICED I WAS GETTING A LIL FAT,
I WON'T BE TALKING ABOUT MY CRYING BC OF HEARTBREAK.

Okay, bye bye guysssssssss.

-Colleen