For once in my life I feel beautiful
For ONCE in my life I feel beautiful
My eyes with the base of green and blue pigments with hints of grey
My eyes that changes in certain lights with certain people
My eyes look beautiful
My face with a few pimples here and there don't look too bad
My lips even though are dry look silky smooth
My hair looks smooth and healthy
Not like a bird's nest that has been infested for years
I look beautiful and feel beautiful
But then
But then I look down the mirror and see the rest of my body
I look and think Fat
I'm Fat
That's all I am
No one could ever like the fat girl
How do I even have friends?
No one probably looks at me and thinks
"I want to be her friend!"
They think oh my God does she even take care of herself
Does she even try to do anything
She's so Lazy!
I bet she doesn't even care about herself
But I do try but things don't happen in an instant
I look at my body and think Unlovable
I look back at my face and think
For once in my life I am beautiful
But for the millionth time I am still Fat
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PoetryPoems about society/my opinions of society today. Also some personal poems that I've been writing. Lmao I wrote these in middle school. Warning they are VERY cringe.