All for Love (Jelena)

Chapter Twenty-Six

Chapter Twenty-Six

[Justin's POV]

I wince softly when I move leg as I tried to sit in a more comfortable position. It was no use though. I was sitting on an ice cold, cement floor with my back pressed up against a cold pole that had my hands wrapped around it with them tied tightly by a rope along with my feet being tied together at the ankles.

And to add onto things, I'm in fucking pain everywhere. Everything hurts. My thigh hurts like hell because Ryan shot me, my face has multiple cuts and bruises along with having a black eye and a busted lip due to Ryan and his little bastards having fun beating me up, and not only have I gotten shot in my thigh but they've dragged their knifes almost everywhere on my body every time I have said something they don't like. All the cuts aren't deep but they've still done a lot of damage.

When Ryan said he wanted revenge, he wasn't kidding. I've only been here three days and I already feel like I'm dying. It feels like I'm living in hell. All they've done to me since I've been here is torture me.

I would be in a lot more pain if it wasn't for Caroline's mother. Her mom, which I learned to find out her name is Rose, was the only one who helped get my leg cleaned and stitched up after Ryan shot me. I thought nobody would help me and I would just die from bleeding to death, but she helped me. You don't know how thankful I was.

But honestly, I just want to be on my last breath of air so Ryan can go ahead and put a bullet through my skull. I don't want to be in pain anymore.

Not only am I in physical pain, but I'm emotionally in pain too. Instead of trying to figure out how I'm going to get the hell out of here – if I even survive that long – the only thing I've been able to think about is Selena. I screwed everything up between us and it all started the moment Caroline stepped into my life. Although I want to blame everything that has gone wrong on Caroline, I can't. I'm the only person here to blame. I allowed myself to develop feelings for her, I turned all of my attention on her instead of Selena, and I'm the one who cheated and almost had sex with her.

I know I broke her heart and I'm dreading the moment when I have to tell her the truth about what happened between Caroline and I. She's going to hate me and I hate knowing I'm going to lose her. The last thing I ever wanted was to lose her. After everything I've done to hurt her, I don't want her to leave me because I'm selfish. I don't deserve her love, but she belongs with me. Nobody else.

A tear slips down my cheek. I've never been one to cry a lot or show my emotions, but knowing how things are going to end between Selena and I has my heart breaking.

My eyes open when I hear footsteps nearing close to the room I was in. "Please, somebody," I try shouting but it comes out as a whisper due to how weak I was. "H-help me..."

The door opens and for a split second I had high hopes that it could maybe be Selena or Alfredo here to get me out of here. All the hopes I had vanish though when Ryan steps into the room. I sigh sadly and tune my head away from him.

"Awe, don't be like that Jason." Ryan says. I hear his footsteps slowly make their way over to me. He stands before me and I could feel his eyes burning holes into me as he stared down at my helpless self. "Well, don't you look like complete shit."

"Just kill me already." I practically beg him.

Ryan raises an eyebrow. "Is Jason McCann giving up the fight?" he questions with a shocked tone of voice.

"I rather be burning in hell then be sitting here letting you slowly kill me." I say, glaring up at him. "Hell would be a lot nicer then here."

Ryan shrugs and drops the small stack of newspaper that I didn't even know he had in his hand to the floor. "Alright," he says, reaching behind him and pulls out his gun. "You sure?"