All for Love (Jelena)

Chapter Eighteen

Chapter Eighteen

[Justin's POV]

I blindly grab anything that is near me and chuck it to the wall. The sound of glass shattering fills the room indicating whatever I had just thrown was glass. I run my hands through my hair and violently pull at the ends as my chest was heaving up and down with anger. Tears were falling down my face at a rapid pace with loud sobs making their way out of my mouth.

I hear footsteps making their way towards the door and I turn my head towards the door. My immediate thought was that it was Selena, but when the door opens Alfredo is revealed with a worried look spread across his face. Frowning, I look away from him and go over and sit on the couch that was in the room.

"What the hell is going on up here?" Alfredo asks, scanning the torn up room before he looks over at me.

"Leave me the fuck alone." I growl, glaring at him to give him the hint that he should shut his mouth before I shut it for him. I was in no mood to deal with anybody's shit at the moment.

Alfredo chews on the inside of his cheek. "What's wrong? Why are you trashing the whole place?" he asks, taking a step over shattered pieces of glass that laid on the floor.

I sniffle and take the back of my hand to wipe away some of my tears. "S-Selena broke up with me." I say, my voice cracking.

"Well can you blame her?" Alfredo says, crossing his arms against his chest. "You treated her like shit ever since Caroline came into the picture. I'm surprised she didn't break up with you sooner."

I stand to my feet with my hands clenched into tight fists down by my sides. "You better shut the fuck up." I shout, taking a few steps towards him.

Alfredo puts his hands up in defense. "Why should I? I'm just telling the truth and you know it. I can't help it you fucked, man. It's on you."

Every word that continued to leave his mouth made my blood pump faster through my veins. I wanted to punch him so bad. Everything he was saying was right which made me want to punch him even more. I know I screwed everything up between Selena and I and I didn't need Alfredo reminding me.

"I screwed up, okay?" I shout, my words getting muffled though as I rub my face with my hands. I sigh sadly. "B-But I don't want to lose her. I l-love her."

"You didn't do a very good job at showing it." Alfredo huffs.

"I fucking proposed to her!" I yell.

Alfredo raises an eyebrow. "I didn't see no ring on her finger." he points out.

"I didn't get a ring." I say slowly.

"Let me guess," Alfredo says, pointing a finger up. "The only reason why you proposed to her was to make her think that she wasn't being replaced by Caroline. Am I right?" I open my mouth to try and argue, but he called me out and I didn't know what to say. Alfredo shakes his head in disgust. "I can't believe you would do that to her, Justin. A proposal doesn't mean shit if you don't actually mean it."

"Well she broke up with me, so it doesn't matter if the proposal was real or not anymore." I snap.

Alfredo sighs. "Do you love Caroline?" he asks.