Nerdy Love

Love and Loss

I smiled looking at Dominic.

"Damn Bae. You're so sexy." Dominic uttered. I tried to cover my blush but she saw it clearly. I was sitting in his lap, facing him the my legs wrapped around his torso. I looked straight forwards- at his chest.

He lifted my head back up gently and pressed his lips to mine, slipping his tongue into my mouth. I wrapped my arms around his neck while his hands felt their way to my ass. I moaned, and I knew he was surprised because that was the first time he had heard me moan, but I couldn't hold it. He smiled in the kiss, which made me smile. My hand had moved to the end of his shirt. I lifted it up over his head. We continued our kisses as my hand explored his abs. He trailed his kisses to my my neck, and my breathing sped up. I bit my lip fitting another moan before finally decided to let it escape. He planted his lips back on mine.

"You two really need to talk more. You should never center a relationship around sex."Micah said.

We broke the kiss. I sighed as I looked up at Dominic. He stared back into my eyes. I knew we both were wishing that Micah would go get a job and leave us here alone. He is always around us like a really unneeded third wheel, and he often brings his fourth wheel. 

"How long have you been there?" I asked.

"We ain't have to watch. Heard you moaning all down the hall." Drew said.

I turned around finally to look at Micah and Drew. I rolled my eyes. I can't stand him, but he's always with Micah nowadays.

They think me and Dominic just have sex everyday, but they'd be surprised to find out that we haven't. I don't know why. I guess I'm scared. Once I give a boy my body, he becomes uninterested in my mind. I've learned that from experience. I just don't know if that will happen with Dominic, and I don't want to find out.

Dominic pecked my lips, and I got up and sat on the bed beside him. He put his shirt back on before getting up to go with the boys.

A while later, Makayla came into my room. She was holding her stomach and crying. She laid across my bed. I cuddled next to her rubbing my hand over her hair.

"Aughhh!" She suddenly screamed out, clutching her stomach. I popped up.

"Makayla what is wrong?" I asked. She had her eyes squeezed shut in agony.

"I don't know. When I peed I saw blood in my underwear and in the toilet, and my stomach is hurting like hell. I guess it's the part of pregnancy no one ever told me about." She said. I looked at her in horror.

"Get up we have to go now." I told her. I put her in my car and drove her to the emergency room.

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"What happened?" William asked me as he sat across from me in the waiting room. I looked at him. Dominic squeezed my hand. I sighed.

"Makayla had a miscarriage." I told him.

"Makayla was pregnant?" He asked in surprise.

"Maybe you'd know if you were going around fu-"

"McKenna." Dominic cut me off. I looked at him for a second before deciding to be quiet.

I looked at Drew a few chairs down. Why is he even here? He was starring back at me, probably thinking about his next trick to get me and Dominic to fight. I looked at the clock again then at my knees.

"Makayla has been back there for two hours. What is going on?" I asked.

Tears threatened to pour out of my eyes because I was assuming the worst. She could have died with the baby or during surgery. She could be dying now. The tears began to come out, slow at first, but then suddenly I was crying my eyes out. Dominic placed my head on his shoulder, bringing me into a hug. He rubbed my back as the tears slowly subsided.

"Makayla Crowder." I heard. I looked up at the doctor. I could barely tell that he was the doctors because he was in all blue- the surgery suit. His mask was hanging below his neck as he spoke.

"How is she?" My mom asked immediately.

"She is fine. However the baby was lost. She's going to need a month or so for her body to understand and get use to the baby not being there anymore. However, mentally, it can't be predicted. She's going to need a strong support system." He told us. We all nodded.

"You may go see her." He said and we walked on down the hallway.

Everyone was silent for a second. We didn't know what to say or what would make her go off. I finally decided to try something.

"Makayla how are you feeling?" I asked. She sniffed.

"Right now, I don't know. I just wish I could go back in time and undo that night with Jaheem. My baby is dead, and I never got the chance to know the sex. I never got the chance to hold it, and I never got the chance to be a mom." Makayla said. But she was crying, she was just starting blankly.

"He's with God now. It may hurt, but just know God doesn't make mistakes. That baby was taken for a reason, and when it's time for you to be a mother, you'll be blessed with as many more as you deem necessary." My mother said pulling Makayla into a hug.

Makayla just stared for a little while longer. I texted Tori and the rest of Makayla's friends to come to the emergency room. I could tell that she would need more than us to make her smile.

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"Bitch now you can whoop ass with nothing stopping you." Tori told Makayla. She was making a list. Reasons why Makayla shouldn't be sad.

"Now the baby won't have to grow up in a broken home." Makayla mumbled. Everyone glanced at William. He looked down for second in guilt.

"Visiting hours are over." The nurse announced walking in. I just glanced at her before walking out. I just didn't feel like arguing.

Soooo, I had a good day today, so I decided I don't care about votes. I'm just going to post.