Confused at the point

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Guys
I have a problems
1 I'm sick to the max
2 I'm stuck in boy drama
3 being called a whore by one of my bro be cause of it
4 I been depressed
5 I'm all fake today
6 I want to just be hold at the point
7 I love some one but there's another one I love
8 I'm confused to the max
9 I'm scared to be his again 
10 I just wish thing are different
•Could I be the music where some one will hear me
•I wish I could a star so you will look at me so I can realizes what's wrong
• if you was a puzzle will you let me put you together pice by pice just to make you happy
• your words shine brighter to me than any thing
• even if I was a monster I know you still care
• the only place I see you is hell cuz all I am to you is your " little girl "
( that last one I used to call his my devil or lion and he called me his little girl cuz I'm short and I have a bad name around on the streets and school)
• be the voice be the things they see when they feel bad
• we have a place where we always go
• you scream my name when I was lost in my nightmare
( I fell asleep at his house and I had a bad dream and I wouldn't wake up )
• face the face your scared of most
• all you see in me is blood and a shattered heart
• what to go on a ride thin hold on to that nightmare it will come soon
• tall to short, young to old, mean to nice, sick to fine
• I'm not your "baby girl" no more
• I'm the fuck up mistake
• doesn't surprise me you did that
• did you know I'm cold that night you held me tightly
• together we fall for one but scrape the other
• you think that I'm going cry over something small
• I'm not going to be with your shit
• I'm not going to stand to cry
• I want to be the only thing you want
• I keep my head down so you never see me hurt
• I want to take your pain
• you see me but don't care
• closes stay on tell you leave
• I'm a big girl I know how to take care of my self
• fuck this party lets go play with the monsters
• we have a reason to dance
• we have fire under of feet so run if burns
• it takes 2 fucks ups to make one big fuck up
I'm done here now thank you for seeing this now I have a chapter in my hood to work on I hope y'all see how and what goes in and out of my head....

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