Hey look I can't sleep just thinking i made a mess I do love you I do care I never ment to say shit to hurt you to get you mad I'm scared of losing you to some one or something that hurt me but there better I know your going to say whatever or a short message or text one of my friends but I want you to read this over and over and I want you to read these words carefully
I been trying to Say sorry but it always ends up in a big fight I don't want this anymore I don't want to believe weather people say I can trust that I don't know what to trust
I know you love others or have feelings for others and I don't want to get between that I don't know if your playing games with me to get me or can't keep one Girl
I don't like how this been going I know that we are 2 fuck ups I'm messed up in the head thinking things that shouldn't been thought
I could say something but it's going to sound weird it's going to sound clingy gonna sound like something that everybody heard before
I want you
I want you
I want you
But you just don't want me I can see that I can feel that you don't show that you want me you don't show anything towards me
It's best if you start showing that you want me towards me and not make mistakes anymore
I don't want to believe what people say like
" yeah the only thing he calls you is a bitch and your to clingy"
" do you see that he's useing you to get to the other ...."
" don't let him get in your head "
Think over this real hard is it me or is it the mistakes that you go on to do
Or am I the mistake
YOU ARE READING
Teenage me
Randomhello I'm Destiny I am 15years old and this is kind of like my Diary type a thing I feel better when I write things down or tell people my problems and there's going to be cuss words in sexual things that happen here because I'm Telling stories from...
