Teenage me

Wow i suck

NOTE: If you don't like reading about feelings or how anybody feels just don't read it just skip it or just don't read my book
Slow slow slow
I'm sooooo sorry
I hate family and school drama so much shit going on well I'm back in being slow slow slow there's so much that has happened like I met this dude and his name is Andrew like we dated for a while that's why I haven't been on but like we kind of drifted and I found out that he was just using me and like I just totally quit on just jumping into relationships
now like I really don't know like I know somethings are going to be rough but I didn't know things were going to get this rough and like I really really really really like him but now that that's all over but like I'm not just jumping into a new relationship so quickly but I'm slowly starting to talk to this one guy his name is Zach oh my God Lord save me from the boy like I'm not head over heels for him but he is so sweet he buys me things randomly without asking bought me a diamond bracelet and like we talk on the phone so fucking much like it's not even real anymore like I'm in some type of fairytale
Somebody save me from this fairytale make it reality all I had was fakes in my life and I'm not down for that
Like my town and my state like it's so bad like back in like 2005 everybody was like having relationships and stuff all I was really that old but like there is so many marriages and no cheating and crap like now with it being 2017 everybody likes that she just used for sex use for money I just don't get it like for real like I wouldn't even do that why would somebody else do that why would you guys do that why do you guys do that I just don't get it
Like there's so much feeling in my mind right now I just can't think straight I still can't think straight there's just so much happening in the so little of time it's just not coming together so easily
But hey I moved in with my sister that's a good thing I'm able to do a lot more stuff that's a good thing me and my mom we're getting along better that's a good thing and it's Mother's Day and I've been doing really good and stuff like that but I'm going to start planning on making another book about something something cute romantic kind of like a sexual type thing I don't know yet but I'm going to be more active now I have nothing else better to do but go to school and like wish upon death of A pond me because my school is a living hell like no joke

So I'm going to get going and find a good color for my book and trying to make a book and going to try to do two chapters a day and just like slowly going into what I really need to start be doing but I don't have the best grandma I don't have the best punctuation and I don't have the best stuff but I have a crazy Mind with the crazy

So I'm gonna get off here and go start on my book plan on some things maybe read a little bit I don't know we never know but I'm going to go
adios amigos 
5.14.17