Suicidal

Chapter 2

Lewis grabbed her from behind, fulfilling his needs. Olivia stood in the middle of the room, disgusted. All she wanted right now was to be with Elliot. She didn't care about anything else but him. She knew living through this experience would be hard, and she honestly didn't know if she still had enough strength to do it.

Years of working with things like this...the experience you get and what it puts you through, mentally and physically, is like a trip through hell and back. "You like that?" Lewis taunted from behind her, grabbing every part of her that he possibly could.

Olivia didn't answer, she just stood there with this awful look on her face. Lewis's hands were making her more and more uncomfortable the closer they got to her areas.

He finally grabbed her breasts and a tear went down her face as Lewis threw her onto the bed. "Aw, what's the matter, Olivia?" he asked, smiling as he wiped the tear from her face. "Don't worry, daddy's here."

"Filthy b*****d," she muttered aloud and Lewis just grinned at her. "They're gonna find us, you know?"

"They don't have a chance."

"Watch them," she said, knowing exactly what she had done.

When they had stopped and switched cars, Olivia took off the watch she was wearing, and placed it in between the seats. The squad would find it and Elliot would recognize it as hers.

She just hoped and prayed that they would find her sooner or later. She's already been scarred enough and she hasn't even been with him for 24 hours.

~~~

The first day passed, as did the second one. With nothing but torture and horrid memories that she would always have.

It was around evening time when Lewis got back from doing whatever horrible thing he was doing this time. "Olivia! I'm home!" he yelled as she heard a door close from the other room. He disgusted her in every way possible. She wanted him in prison or dead.

She laid in silence, not doing or saying a thing. Lewis walked in the room and began torturing her just as he had been doing for the past 2 days.

Today, though, he took it further than he'd ever taken it before. She tried to move around to stop him from taking off the clothes, but failed. He stripped her of her clothing, leaving her in only her bra and underwear.

He then pressed something remarkably sharp against her inner thigh, making her scream in agony. "You're mine, now," he said, licking his lips and kissing her body.

She couldn't think, she couldn't speak, she couldn't move. Her inner thigh was hurting immensely and she couldn't bear to think that there would be a scar there for God knows how long. He cut her, burned her, and did so many sexual related things to her in that bedroom that would make anyone want to kill themselves.

~~~

As Olivia was being tortured somewhere in New Jersey, Elliot, nor the squad had any idea where she could be. Today, they would be driving around, looking for signs. The only somewhat of a lead they did have, was the car. Elliot knew it was a black, four door Honda Civic.

After a few hours of driving around they finally reached near the Jersey area. Soon after, Elliot and Fin came upon the car. "Rollins, Amaro, we got something!" Fin said through the radio.

"Copy that! We'll be there in 5," Rollins said.

"Elliot you're sure this is the car?" Fin asked, shining his flashlight through the windows.

"Positive," Elliot said, busting the window and unlocking the doors. The car alarm began to go off, but Elliot quickly shut it off. "Look for anything that could be hers."

"I'm on it," Fin said, just as Amaro and Rollins pulled up. "Hey, help us out!" Fin yelled as Rollins and Amaro quickly began to help search the car.

"I found something!" Elliot said, a few minutes later as he held up Olivia's watch. "It's hers. She left it here for us to find. They can't be that far. Search every house, shack, torn down building, everything! Move it!"

Everyone split up and went different ways. After checking numerous buildings in sight, it was pitch black dark. "We need to call it a night. We'll come back first thing in the morning," Amaro said.

"I'm with him," Rollins said.

"You guys can go, but I'm not. My wife is out here somewhere and I'm not leaving until I find her. I don't care if I don't sleep. She's coming home with me, and that son of a b**** is going to prison for life," Elliot said, shining his flashlight, looking in the tall grass, hoping not to find the worst. Her dead body. That was something he didn't want to see. But, he knew she wasn't gone. He had this feeling and he knew that she was out here...he just didn't know where.

"Elliot's right. She's here somewhere. We can't just go. We all know that only God knows what has happened to her, and what is happening now," Fin announced, sticking up for Elliot.

Rollins and Amaro gave in, continuing the search for Olivia.

~~~

"Please! Lewis! Don't!" Olivia pleaded.

She couldn't take any more of him. He finally got off of her and pulled his pants up. "That was beautiful, baby," he taunted, kissing her neck. She turned her head, trying to avoid the facts of what just happened. She knew help was on the way and she just needed to stick in there a little bit longer.

She then, spit in his face. "You slut!" he yelled, wiping spit off of his face. "After the great time we just had, this is how I get treated!"

"That was rape, you son of a b****! And you know it was! You're going away for life after this!" she taunted, keeping the serious face she always had when interrogating a suspect.

"Honey, they'll need to find me first."

A/N~ Okay, so let me explain. In this story, Elliot never left and they got married instead. Cassidy and Liv never dated, and he's now at IAB. Munch is gone and that's why they have Nick and Amanda. Yes, Cragen is still the Captain of the precinct. So, yeah...just in case y'all wanted to know the situation here. Tell me what you think, babes!