I was 17 when i left my home, was thrown out of my home to be honest. But, i wasn't even sad as i never felt loved from my dad and his two wives at that house.. i used to be beaten and embarrassed for every small things.so, after i was thrown out, he was the only person i was left with. i have never experienced that before. i rarely remember when i was last complimented or asked if i am OK ? he made me feel like he loved me and complimented for everything i did or shared. so i felt loved and protected being with him. very soon, i realized i shouldn't have married him just because i was lonely. i wanted someone to teach me about life and hope. he did teach me very well about life and hope which is enough for me to spend the rest of my life alone and never trust anyone again. in past few years, i have been through so many ups and downs which has completely broke my heart and filled negativity in my mind playing that roller coaster of life. My family are back in Nepal and i don't know if i should call them, if yes then what should i say ?
Why don't you call them now ?
Very soon, after i will get my divorce paper signed.
Are you going to share the whole story or it's just the conclusion i am getting ?
I've got go to my work, here is my number. Call me when you are free and we shall meet here again.
Sure but why here ?
Looking far to this infinity from here makes me feel good at least for a while and we never had any oceans back in Nepal, remember ?
Then, she left saying never take stupid decisions just because you're feeling lonely. Now, i am not sure if i should call her for full story or not ?
