And for the first time in my life, i loved someone with all my heart and she came out to be one of my best friend's wife. We used to see each other quite often and in no time we started dating. I don't know how she managed it but she did and i was happy with it.
Now we have been in a relationship for quite a long time. If i call her now and ask to divorce her careless husband and come with me , she happily will. I feel guilty sometimes for doing that to my close friend but she always complained how he never cared about her feelings and interest in life. She wanted someone to listen and care for her like any girl, and I have always supported and listened to her since we are in a relationship. I don't even know if i should call this a relationship. Only few friends of mine knows this and they've always supported us.
Right now i am in a very confused state if I should bring her to me or end our relation. Either way the consequences are going to be very hard and judgemental.
What have i done to myself ? Never loved anyone and it when it happened,came out to be in wrong time with wrong person. Even if i marry her,what do i say to my parents back home or to that friend? And hopefully i will never meet you again.
