I N W H I C H you are tj's best friend and you have feelings for him even though he's gay. part two
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you sighed as you waited for tj to get home from the club. he had invited you but you were too tired, at least that's what you told him. you were still upset at what happened earlier.
it was 3am, you felt like an over protective mom waiting for her son to arrive safely.
"hi, what are you doing still up?", you heard douglas ask. you looked up from your phone. "waiting for tj", you said. he gave you a small smile.
"you really have to tell him how you feel", he said taking a seat next to you on the couch.
"I don't know how. I can't just say 'hey tj, i know you're gay but ive been in love with you since the first times i saw you. i cant help but feel this way. i cant get you out of my head. i think you are amazing, funny and you are everything to me which makes it harder not to love you", you sighed.
"what?", you heard a familiar voice said making your head snap around to see tj. you heart began to beat so fast. you felt as if your heart was going to come flying out of your chest.
"(y/n)...", he started but you cut him off.
"im sorry", you ran towards the guest room. you locked yourself in there and cried.
"please open up", he whispered from the other side of the door. you walked towards the door and opened it.
tj smiled at you while you gave him a weak smile.
"why didn't you tell me?", he said closing the door.
you shrugged. "i was scared i guess"
you took a seat at the end of the bed. as did he.
"im gay, (y/n)", he sighed.
"i know but...", he cut you off. "I can't help but feel this way towards men. i like men. dick. (y/n) i love you. you're my best friend. i never want to do anything that could hurt you. i hope you understand that i cant. im sorry", he took a hold of your hands.
"i understand. im sorry", you looked down at his hands that were holding yours.
"it's okay", he smiled.
*
it's been a week since you accidentally confessed your feelings for your gay best friend. everything was back to normal. tj was at the club again with this guy he met at the grocery store. you were watching (your favorite show) on netflix.
"hiii, (y/n)", you saw tj walk in. he almost tripped on his own feet.
he was high and drunk, you knew that.
"cmon, let's get you to bed", you said placing his arm over your shoulder. you helped him in bed.
"can i kiss you?", drunk tj asked. your eyes widened." what the hell", you thought.
you didn't answer, you just continued to untie his shoes.
you stood up and laid him down onto the bed. you felt his hands on your shoulders as he pulled you down with him. his lips connected onto yours. you were shocked but kissed back.
even if tj was gay, you both knew that it felt right
AND UPDATED. THIS WAS PART TWO. IT SUCKED IK. PART THREE SOON I GUESS. I MEAN IF YOU GUYS WANT.
