The Longest Winter Ever

Chapter 24

I tried my best to stop Revan from attacking him, but nothing worked. I watched as he shot at the window that Sekkusu was behind but Sekkusu easily dodged. Then Revan dropped his gun and pulled his sword out in one quick motion.

"Revan, please stop this!" I slowly approached him while Sekkusu stood in front of us.

"Elvar. How the hell can you say that when Sekkusu tried to kill you and called you a monster!" His words pierced me and I flinched and looked down.

Happy thoughts Elvar. Happy thoughts.

I took a deep breath and tried to think positive as the darkness fought for dominance in my heart.

"Revan calm down." Sekkusu spoke up then he looked over at me. " Why stop him from attacking me? You know I'm gonna kill you, right?"Sekkusu laughed and chugged some sake as he drew his weapon. Then he calmly walked up to Revan and pinched his neck, making him pass out.

My eyes widened and I watched the scene in front of me. "You bastard! What the hell did I ever do to you?" I screamed at him as tears streamed down my face.

"I'm not a monster."I tried to convince myself.

I'm a monster.

"I'm... not...a monster!"I stood there screaming while Sekkusu watched with a grin on his face.

"So does this mean that monsters and demons have feelings? Wow! That makes things even better." He spoke as he got into fighting stance.

I dropped to my knees and stared at the ground.

I give up.

The darkness completely consumed my heart.

My eyes turn a color of blood red and I looked up.

Kill.

Sekkusu charged at me and I stood up slowly. He swung his weapon at me and I stopped it with one hand.

"Was that supposed to hurt me?" I turned my head and crushed the weapon with my bare hand. Then I looked at Sekkusu to see pure shock on his face.

He jumped back and I ran behind him and grabbed his neck from behind. I held him up and squeezed his neck to block his air. He wheezed uncontrollably and I slowly lifted my free arm up. I aimed it right were his heart would be and I jabbed my hand through his chest.

The screaming filled my heart with joy.

I dropped him and watched him struggle on the floor and I laughed more.

More bloodlust.

I needed more blood to be spilled, I kept stabbing the wound I had just gave him and my eyes filled with pleasure.

This is what I am.

And I accept it.

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Authors note!

Thank you for reading! And message to Sekkusu: YOU DESERVED THIS!

~Elvar