My Lover (Frank Iero)

15-keep or let it die.

Louise's POV,
We all got back and I was sick everywhere, and days went on I was still being sick, and I haven't had my period, my tummy felt real hard, and it was really scaring me.
I sat down with frank and we talked about it, he told me that he will go and get a test,
And of corse me and frank haven't had sex, I guess I might be pregnant by that man.
I was shaking, and frank mike and gee went out while me and Ray was talking about Amber, and she's coining to live with us tonight, I'm so glad I'm going to see her.
I've never seen her before
Me and Ray was talking about when I was going to kill myself and that man might of got me up the duff.
Frank came back with two of them, and gee looked worried,
I went to go and check
*three baby's come up you are*
*two baby's your not*
It came up with three,
I was pregnant,
I broke down and started crying,
I don't want to be a mother yet, I don't want to be anywhere near one,
It came about an hour and I fell asleep on the bathroom floor on a box holding my baby.
*knock knock*
'Babe come out its tea'
I got up, and I got the test and put it up my sleeve , I looked in the mirror and then went out,
we all sat there eating pizza,
'so how did it go smelly" gee asked,
I didn't reply and ate my food and then went upstairs,
*kncok*
Ray came in 'hey sport you alright, everything ok?'
I still didn't reply and ternd the other side of him.
'I guess you want me to go huh, see ya later, I'm here when you need a talk Hun, Amber will be here in the morning her flight was late'.
I still didn't talk and he got out,
I ran to the toilet to be sick, and then I fell asleep at half 8, and got woken up by frank, he was trying to get me into bed, I woke up and smiled then he got me into bed and ternd out the light,
But just before he goes 'I'll help you though this baby I seen the test it was on the bed' I was crying and he ran to the bed holding my belly, I fell asleep him rubbing it, I woke up with a hot water bottle on it with a sick bucket and then some tost and a milkshake, I stayed in bed, I texted Kyle,
*hey Kyle have you got a minute to talk on the phone?*
He rang me
'Kyle' I said
'Hey girl how you been doing baby'
I told him what happened and he cried,
Then he was telling how my mom has moved next door to him in the big house,
'Kyle I miss you and I have to go to get ready ' I said crying
'Bye strong girl I'll tell lishy and no one els I miss you to bye love you'
He said in a sad voice
'Love you to bye'
We both hanged up, frank came in about half an hour later,
'So when do you want a scan baby' he said in a broken voice.
'Frank you know I don't want the baby, frank I don't want to be a mom with a stranger' I was in tears.