My Lover (Frank Iero)

52- keeping you so close to me is my job now

Franks POV

We stayed in the hospital for about three more hours waiting for Oliver to get out

Chloe still so scared and Louise being sad and depressed

'Baby I'm sorry'

I said putting my head in her lap

'It's not you're fault'

She said kissing my lips

'Where's Gerard'

I said to chloe

'I haven't seen him'

She said still staying close to me

'Lou. Stay here, let no one come in or out and keep Chloe safe while I need to find gee'

I said getting worried

I rang him

Went to voicemail

I went for a pee,

After that I washed my hands a face like normal people do when there stressed

I whipped my face,

I seen feet dangling from the toilet

'Hello'

I said knocking on the door quickly

I had no response

'Reply to me, so I don't have to unlock this door by my foot'

I said being and trying to be calm

Still no response

I banged the door open

I couldn't see what I saw

My gaw dropped right down

'GERARD'

I shouted

I seen red dry blood on his face, arm and head

His head was tilted slightly

I felt his pals

THANKS GOD!

He's still breathing!!

I grabbed him like a baby and carried him into Louise and Chloe. I rushed

'LOUISE, ITS GEE, HES BREATHING, BUT I DONT KNOW WHATS HAPPENED'

I said running in with him

She jumped out of bed taking all the needles out and she pressed a huge big red button, it sent three doctors in here, it took about 30 seconds

'Whats wrong'

They said saying to me at the door

'Its my brother,- brother I mean best friend, I found him in the Beaton up, I think he's still breathing, and I tried to talking to him but no response'

I said shaking and holding myself back from being depressed

They went over to him, they whipped off the dried blood

'Your right, he's alive, if you didn't find him sooner he would of been half dead'

They said to me with a touch going into his eyes

'Can he hear us'

Louise said crying

'Its hard to tell at this moment of time'

The doctor said glancing up his nose

'We need to get his own room, nurse book one, at least 4-5 hours'

He said

'Hmmm'

Chloe said holding Gerard

Seeing her cry broke me

Just seeing him and Louise like this broke me

'Uncle sneezed my hand'

She said sniffing and smiling

'Squeeze if you can here, squeeze Chloe's hand'

Louise said sitting up

'He squeezed it mom'

She said happy

'Did Oliver do this to you, two squeezes for yes, one for no'

Louise said shouting

No response

*one squeeze* .....

'So he didn't'

She said laying back in frustration

*one squeeze*

'Was here there when it happened'

Louise asking the questions

*three squeezes*

'What dose that mean'

I said asking this time

No response

Chloe didn't let go

Seeing my girl growing up made me so happy but so sad she has to see this

'I can't fight this anymore'

Louise said going into a ball