My Lover (Frank Iero)

44- welcome home my girl

Louise POV-

I couldn't move, I was frozen, broken, depressed, heart broken, I didn't feel anything when Jason picked me up to go to bed, I could even feel myself breath

I laid there, with no one but the dogs,

I couldn't sleep,

*WORRIED*

*SCARED*

*SAD*

NO ONE UNDERSTANDS ME

I screamed into a pillow as I roles myself,

I cried

It became the hour frank came in,

I closed my eyes, still crying

'She's a wreck'

I Hurd Ray say

'My fault, and my bad parent, she dosnt deserve a life like this, she needs a perfect one'

I Hurd frank said sobbing

I Hurd the door close

The light go out

I felt someone cuddle me

I was still awake thinking how Chloe is, dose she miss me, dose she know who I am, dose anyone care about what I feel?

I could start moving my body,i got my phone out my pillow

*6:30 am*

I got up,

I looked in the mirror, looking white as a ghost

'Alright'

Gerard said

I blanked him him and went into the bathroom,

I brushed my hair,

Not bothering to put makeup on

I text Dawson, she knew from twitter

I went down for a glass of water, a hot water bottle, and I got a blanket and watched movies until Jason and frank got up

'Baby'

I felt someone kiss my cheek

*blacked*

'Speak to me'

He said giving me food

I looked at it and declined it

'Now come on Louise, your not the only one that is hurt'

He said stressy

I got out of the blanket,

Got a jumper,

Put my shoes on

And walked

'Come back'

Frank said

I slammed the door

I walked to the hospital,

My baby was awake

'My baby'

I said to myself

I ran and hugged her

'Mommy'

She said fuzzy

'Mommys here now, don't worry'

I smoothed her head

'I'm sorry'

She stated crying