My Lover (Frank Iero)

17-finding the dad.

... It's you farther Oliver, we have his contact and there it is,

I stood there for. Second, to get in that my dad, who I haven't seen since I was four raped me...

My mother told me he was dead,

God I want to go and see my mom,

I ran out,

Then I fainted,

Frank came running, and took me back home.

Everyone came to see if I was okay when I woke up,

I finaly met Amber, she was beautiful,

But I rang up MY dad,

'Hello this is Oliver'

'Dad, dad, your my dad!'

'Lou, is that really you, I god how have you been?' He said in a Calum voice,

'Well dad I'm pregent, because I got raped, and guess who raped me. I said in a angry voice, taking one of my tablets,

'Who bab do I know them, I'll wrap my little fucking fingers around there neck.' He said.

'You dad, I moved out because dan moms new boyfriend used to beat me, cut me, and he raped me and knocked me out, so I met a band, called my chemical romance, and they took care of me, and I'm dating frank, and then I'm in America, and they tracked your DNA of the baby girl, your sick, and your no farther of me dad, you made me have a baby, but you also stopped me from killing myself, witch I hate you for, sometimes I'm with my fucking haters, I hate myself, and I see no point of moving, blinking, oh and breathing'

Frank was sat next to me crying,

'Darling I'm sorry, I didn't know it was you, and aswell I was about to kill myself, I was on drugs, I'm getting help, and I guess I should be there for you when you get rid of the baby. I really want to see you, not drunk, not crying just your beautiful face!'

I hanged up, I ran downstairs with frank mike and ray sat in the room, waiting for me to come back, I got a knife, and waited for someone to see me go though the pain and the sorrow,

'Louise I can't see you but put the knife down, I can help you just please put it down, then no one can get hurt,' someone said in a upset voice,

'What you gonna do, come on stop me from cutting my vains open' I said shaking,

Gerard came in and he seen me on the floor in the corner, crying while stabbing my arms to death, he ran over and grabbed me and the knife, he thew the knife, and got some tissues, and carried me like a baby, upstairs, I passed out while going upstairs,

I woke up in a hospital bed,frank holding my cut up arm, and then him holding the baby scan in the other hand,

'Frank, I'm sorry, I'm sorry I'm not perfect, I think I should leave this world, I've made so much mess in your life and I guess you would be better without me' I said in a small voice,

'Babe I don't care if you mess up my life your my everything and I hope you done die, we're family now, I've wanted to do this for a long time and I know it's the worst time but Louise ferry, would you be willing to be Louise ireo'

I smiled and said 'ofcorse I will and I know I'm safe with you, but answer one question' I said in a happy voice,

'What's that beautiful' he said

'Is she still alive, is she in there still, or did I-'