I wondered if Stella was right, would I meet someone new that i actually liked or would i dread this person. I didn't know and I really didn't focus on this. I was thinking about how i would be treated and if wrong, what i'd be able to do.
You see I haven't really let my wolf out since i lived with them, this was a problem. Being that i haven't let her out when i do, if anything triggers my anger i will go off and that's a promise. What if i hurt someone i didn't mean to? But again all of them hated me so i didn't care. If i did hurt them would i be happy or sorry about it?! i was confused and i already had a lot on my mind this was something i'd just have to wait and figure out.
I was texting this guy i had met the day before, Cedric. He was tall and slim, brown eyes dark hair. he wasn't exactly prince charming yet. After all i did meet him on Face book. Speaking of websites i was kinda upset as Stella kept posting things about me leaving on face book and twitter, i was kinda sad to be leaving my best friend, she was like a sister. A better one.
I was almost there when suddenly I had a feeling, a sensation, a smell, it was more than just two werewolves on this flight with me. Were they also attending Kayla's Special day ? I was preoccupied inside and out. I hated my seat, next to this man who just kept constantly looking at me in a stalker-ish way, i was kinda offended being that he looked like 60 something even though he was probably in his mid 40s. i didn't stress it though. i had more things to think about and more problems to solve.
I turned on my ipod to block out all of the noise and the weird guy next to me especially. I wondered if he knew i couldn't hear him. If he did why was he still talking. All of a sudden i realized that the letter had said that i should stay for more than a week. This didn't really occur to me until now. I wonder why they wanted us to do so.
I was still very caution. Should i even go? i didn't care if i had wasted my money. That didn't matter right about now. I felt like we were almost there, i felt the tension and my heart began to race. I received a text from Kayla saying that she'd meet me at the air port. I kinda froze at that point, i was kinda glad it wasn't Brittney, Candace Or Tori.
Kayla Probably didn't want to treat me as the others. She didn't want to be treated as i was because she knew what the consequences were and how she would feel. Kayla did kinda have low self esteem, but again she NEVER showed it. Kayla could see someone die and hide her feelings at the moment but then show them later. Unlike Candace, She was just the type of person that didn't care PERIOD.
I never thought of myself to fit in, was it because my mom died so long ago that i didn't know her name nor did i remember how she died or how she looked, it was all unexplainable. I honestly didn't know why my Family treated me this way either. What was it that i did wrong? I always wondered would they always treat me like this? I didn't understand why they chose me to be treated like this. I personally think that Brittney or Tori deserved this. After all they always acted in their whore-ish ways they needed some discipline. I felt neglected living in that house. Candace just always chose me to hurt, and make me feel bad. She always said "Your Not Pretty enough to be treated like a princess." I didn't want to even be treated as a princess. at least a human being would be fine and dandy if it was my choice.
The Plane came to a halt and people rushed out grabbing their bags. As you know it i wasn't in a rush so i waited until it wasn't as crowded. Today i had decided to wear a hang-off shirt , shorts and some converse it was kinda chilly so i also threw in a leather jacket with zippers.
I walked towards where i thought Kayla would be and headed to find a seat when suddenly i bumped into this guy.
"I'm Sorry i was just kinda in a rush" Said the tall, buff, caramel skinned, guy.
"Um You are okay i suppose." I said
"I'm Jacobe, Jacobe Davis." He said in a husky voice that i could just fall for instantly.
I gazed at him " Uh I'm Serenity Porter" I said smiling.
"Nice to meet you!" Jacobe said smiling then hurrying away.
I stood there right where i was just smiling until Kayla ran up and greeted me.
"Hi Sisi" Kayla said using my child hood name"
"Hey Kay!" i said smiling and hugging her.
She Lead Me to her car, a pink Ferrari with black leather seats. I liked it so far.
She sped down the long streets biting on her lip. Why was Kayla doing This, was she scared? i had to get to the bottom of this. And now when we were by ourselves was a good thing.
"Kay, what's wrong?" i asked.
"Um no-nothing I'm okay" She said.
"I know your lying, come on I'm not stuck on stupid." I said frankly.
"Can we go somewhere and talk about this?" she asked in a weak voice.
"Yeah, Just me and you" i said.
"Just me and you."
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WerwolfSerenity hasn't seen her family in two years and has recieved a letter from them asking her to visit.. She hesitates on going because she was considered to be the familys' down fall.. There she has a dream with her mother in it, whom she hasn't seen...