Letters

Letter 1

Dear Maria,
                       Maria you have hurt me more than I thought anyone possibly could. I hope that your happy now. You finally got what you wanted to see me gone. It's fine I don't care. From the day I met you, you hated me. Why? I don't know. I tried my hardest to be nice to you but all you did was throw it all back in my face. Your one of the main reasons I'm gone. What you don't know is that every time I saw you I had a mini panic attack thinking that you would get me. Do you know how that feels? When I was alone and didn't know what to do you made things worse. Without you I probably wouldn't be writing this right now. I would be at home happy. I wouldn't be worried to go to school or to walk home. Do you release that I walk home a way that takes me longer just to avoid having to see you. And avoid the chance of you attacking me. Do you know how it feels to have everyone in your life hate you? I did because of you. I felt as if no one cared or needed me. That was your fault no one else's. Well done. You made me feel worthless, ugly and fat. You made me feel as if I had no purpose in this world. But what you don't realise is that I felt like this. You know what hurt? When ever I was near you, you'd walk away or say something like "well this is awkward" or just pretend I didn't exist. Well guess what you got your way didn't you? You made me feel as if I had no reason to live. You told Thomas to dump me. Did you do that to take any happiness out of my life but you know what he stuck by me.
And I'm so thankful for that. And I know that I didn't deserve him because I'm just ugly and who wouldn't want to go out with that? I know that time where Thomas called me fat. Well he didn't. He he called me skinny and you said "there's something I could say about that." And he said "yeah I know she's fat." Yeah I mean I know I am but I would rather not have the one person I love say that. You know that it was your fault you made me feel like that. You made everyone hate me and told them I said stuff about elks but I didn't. Why would I she was one of my only true friends in this world. I thought that there was a nice person somewhere in there but I guess I was wrong. Now you have to live with what you have done. You ruined my life and I hope you regret what you did. So no one else has to suffer.Are you happy now?

Love Bella Jade Scott