Letters

Letter 2

Dear Elkie,
                   Elkie what can I say. You were always there for me and you always stuck up for me. When no one else cared you did. When people ask is Elkie your best friend? I would say no she's my sister. Because to me your family your not a friend. Friend ends in end but family doesn't. You were always nice to me even when I was horrible. You respected me and your never undermined me and I feel I probably undermined you. I'm so sorry you don't deserve that. I didn't deserve you. I remember when we where little and I slept over and yours and we made them videos and we had such a great time. When your dad burnt that pizza and you demanded he bought a new one even though it was midnight and we were only 8. You've been my best friend for 7 years and without you these 7 years would have been so bad. Remember none of this is your fault. You were one of the things keeping me alive these last few months. I was so lucky to have you. I know you have your own problems but please don't let my death effect it. I'm nothing. I'm just a piece of rubbish and your a sparkly diamond. I guess we're a wishbone. One half is a dream come true and I'm a wasteful piece of trash that means nothing. Being friends with you is the best thing anyone can do because your there for people no matter what they've done. Some may think your stupid for doing that and at first I did as well. But when I truly think of it if you gave up on people so easy we probably wouldn't be friends. I could always laugh with you and forget all my worries. We would have so much fun like when we listened to that song. Wishbone and we would laugh about that line. "I remember the first time we shaved our legs. We thought all our skin would come off." No one else would have found it funny like you. Your so pretty and you little a room up when ever you enter it. You never made people feel bad or hate you. Something I could never do. Everyone hated me and the only person I truly had 100% on my side was you. You would always stick up for me even when I was wrong. When Thomas would talk about me you would tell me and help me cope. You were one of the few people who knew what I was going through. You try your hardest at everything and the reason I try so hard at everything is to be the best and I know I would never be. I don't get why a girl like you would stay with a ugly girl like me. Im just the ugly duckling.  You would always encourage me into doing things that you knew would benefit. When no one believed in me you were there. You taught me so so much. Like that just because you can't do something now doesn't mean you never will. You pushed me into becoming smarter, a better dancer and singer but most of all you pushed me to become a better human being. I know we fell out sometimes but it was because we were like sisters we'll always go back to each other. Promise me you'll be okay and you won't change. I love you always.

Love Bella jade Scott

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