Chapter 3

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Ash's P.O.V

I woke up to the noise of the landing gear touching the road. Yup, we were in Nebraska. I fixed my hair and vlogged as slight bit before grabbing my bags from the compartments and allowing other passengers to go ahead.

Once we all managed to get to the airport, we swiftly foound the rest of our luggage and got into our taxi-van. And you guessed it. I VLOGGED.

We soon got to our venue which was big. And I mean HUGE.

"Wow, this is huge but not as near as the size as Beyonces fandom. OMG. WHAT IF BEYONCE PREFORMED HERE?!?!" by now Violet was screaming.

"Vi, we are here to check the sound of the electronics not how big of an echo you get from screaming. Calm the hell down" Hannah mumbled.

Before Violet could sassily reply, Holly came bustling in. With two unknown boys. "O.k this is Jack Gilinsky and Jack Johnson.".

Wow... I guess Johnson is pretty..... No. No. Never again. Boys just use and hurt you. Just then as I thought, he flashed me a smile. I pretended to ignore it but every second it came back to my mind.

"Ok so Jack and Jack get up and do your part with the dream. If you have any questions, ask Spencer, but main questions ask Ashley" Holly said while walking out.

Wait. Why me?!?! I can't help by the fact he looks so...NO.NO AND NO. I shouldn't forget what happened to my 3rd and 4th relationships.

Flashback of 3rd relationship

James invited me to the park for our date. I got dressed and made my way down but forget to bring my phone. I sat underneath our tree. Wow, James with his slick brown hair, and green eyes.

There he was walking up to me. But he's with a few of his intimidating friends. He smirks and looks down at me.

"Hey." I stutter and gulp.

"Hey bitch" he smiled and all his friends laughed.

Let's just say he called me several names from "stupid" to "ugly" to "fat" and "slut".

He then kicked and punched me joined by his friends, until an old couple saw this and they ran off. I was left tear-stained with blood and bruises in several places. It  turns out was a bet and he spent the money on cigarettes and drinks, even though he was underage.

End of flashback

Oh, but that was only one memory. Jacob took his anger out on me.

Flashback of 4th memory

Jacob was one of James's friends who didn't beat me up or wasn't in on the bet. He and I were dating for about 11 months but he has been acting weird all of a sudden. He took up smoking now. He invited me to his little apartment. I told my parents I'll be gone for some time from a few hours , to a few days.

I walked in and he was, as per usual, kind for a while.

We spent some time laughing and playing, then his phone buzzed. He read the text and his jaw clenched and, stared at me. If looks could kill, I'd be dead.

"THIS IS ALL YOUR FAULT, BITCH. IF YOU WOULD'VE LEFT ME I COULD PAY MY FUCKING LOAN! NOW DO YOU KNOW HOW MUCH TROUBLE. I'LL GET IN TO?!? THANKS A LOT!!" He screamed.

Then he punched me and dragged me across the room by pulling my hair. I started to whimper in pain, and  he threatened me that if I don't shut up, there will be consequences.

Of course, he doesn't give me food for about 3 hours (note that I skipped breakfast). I begged, and what did he do? Throw an apple on to the balcony, a sleeping bag and a glass of water. I had to sleep outside during the winter (thank God that it wasn't raining or that cold) with nothing but the three things. I had to sleep like that for 2 nights and I wasn't allowed inside, until the two days were up. Once they were up, I left when he fell asleep.

End of flashback

And this is one of the reasons why I used to self-harm and try and to stay away from boys, but something about Johnson made me feel safe.
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