The Beats (Jack Johnson Fanfic)

Chapter 43

Ash's P.O.V

We walked in and had a great time in the restaurant. We laughed and joked.

Now we were going to the small store near to the hotel. Me and Luca were buying all sorts. Luca wandered into the depth of the shop while I bought a razor. I know I shouldn't, but I need to. I also bought some fizzy drinks and snacks to cover up so the rest don't get suspicious.

Once we were done, we walked outside, as I looked up into the sky. There was no clouds in the sky and stars shining. We could hear the mosque songs, calling people to join the ceremony.

Yes, I'm a Catholic, but I don't mind any race, colour, religion, background, etc. I find it terrible by the fact people get judged before you even know/talk to them.

Anyway, we walked into the hotel and was hit by the A/C. We went into the elevator, eyeing the receptionist evilly. She scoffed.

Haha. She mad.

Luca decided to bring most if the stuff into my, violet and Hannah's room, since it was the biggest out of the rest of the room.

"Yay" I thought with bitterness.

"So day one was fun" he smiled and yawned.

"Yep, fun. Well you look tired, so you better go",I said abruptly.

"Uh, ok. Night, Ash" he mumbled walking towards the door.

"Yep, night" I faked a smile.

I wanted to get it over and done with. I walked to my bedroom and took a shower. But first, I pulled out the razor. I spun it,around and to a deep breath.

I locked the door and sat on the tiled floor. I pulled up my sleeves and held the razor.

"One for Tarra" I took a deep breath.

Blood was spilling out, but it's too late. Satisfaction was taking over.

"One out Finn. I am a clingy bitch" I cut twice.

Its true.

Tears were threatening to spill.

"One for all the cuts and bruises from Jack"
More blood was coming out which I now considered as red dye.

Tears fell onto my cuts and a few sniffles too.

"And one for all the cuts and bruises from Spencer"

Once I finished, I dropped the weapon.

I got up and rinsed the blood away.

I then heard a knock coming from outside of the bathroom.

"What the hell does this person want and this hour!?" I muttered angrily.

I unlocked the bathroom door and marched towards the main door.

I practically yanked the door open and furrowed my eyebrows.

"Hey Ash" Jack whispered.

I softened at his words.

He was wearing shorts and a tank. Adorable.

"I,was just checking on yo-" hr caught a glimpse of my wrists.

"I'm fine" I said folding my arms over my stomach.

"Show me your wrists" he said softly.

"I'm fine, Jack" I mumbled.

"Show. Me. Your. Wrists" he demanded.

"NO" I copied.

"Ashley Elizabeth Parker. You are not fine at all" he sighed, holding my shoulders.