The Beats (Jack Johnson Fanfic)

Chapter 41

Ash's P.O.V

I woke up to someone shaking me.

"Oi Ash! We don't have all day!" The voice that belonged to the person who was tossing me like a beanbag around.

I fluttered my eyes open, seeing Violet.

"Well, I'm pretty sure my internal organs are messed up!" I mumbled, streching.

"Oh,well" she smirked running away.

I sighed and got up out of the car. Jack must have gone into the airport already, oh well.

I grabbed my skateboard from my backpack and pushed off. I was approaching Violet so I stuck my hand out so I could smack the back of her head. Surprisingly, it worked.

I took in the crisp air and birds singing, knowing I would miss Ireland. Now we that we have finished the American tour, we are going to Asia then Australia and end in Europe.

So that would mean I wouldn't be back here for over 4 months. I am really gonna miss the kind, friendly people, the accents, the house, Blu. I'm gonna miss everything.

I shook off the thought and grabbed my skateboard before putting in back in. We saw some fans. And by 'some' I mean a few 100. We took pictures and signed several items before walking in.

We went through bag security and all that and then approached our gate. We sat on a long row, so we all could fit. I was on the edge and a lady took the seat beside me. She made small talk...Well, a very, very long conversation.

Then the gate was called and we boarded the flight. We were the only ones flying in Business class. This was a 6 hour flight (I think) to Dubai.

I listened to the safety instructions as the air hostess did a visual diagram.

We lift off and I put in the headphones the plane provided us with and listened to the album "Death Of A Bachelor" by Panic! At The Disco. I lip synched ever so slightly to "Crazy=Genius" as the air hostesses provided us with drinks.

As I listened to the lyrics, the more I thought about Finn.

"You can set yourself on fire
But you're never gonna burn, burn, burn
You can set yourself on fire
But you're never gonna learn, learn, learn"

Because, suprise,suprise. Last night while scrolling through Twitter, he had 5 girlfriends which were all a bet as well!

And they all found out, but only one was an actual slut. How? She has 2 boyfriends and plenty of one night stands.

Well done, Finn.

Wait. Did he think I was that low?

I looked at my wrist. One more couldn't hurt, right? Or two? Maybe 4. I'll do it for Tarra, Finn, the fight that Jack and Spencer had and for me.

I realised that I was "desperate, needy, clingy and a bitch".

Well that's what Finn said about me when he broke up with me and posted that on Twitter.

I thought about where I could buy a razor for my cuts, without anyone knowing.

Violet put my old razor in the bin. Well, it was pretty old. I'll buy a new one in Dubai.

No one needs to know that I was broken.

Jack's P.O.V

I was watching Deadpool with Gilinsky and the air hostess came around with a bin. I put my cup in there and faked a smile. She continued walking and I glanced at Ash. She was looking down at her wrist.

She was thinking. She kept tugging the ends of her hoodie as of she wanted to get a razor and...

She wasn't thinking about cutting, was she?

Gilinsky started laughing.

He looked at me and I faked a smile again.

She was broken.

I had to fix her.

No matter what.

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I decided to leave us on a cute part. :)

I'm thinking about updating every week, instead of everyday, so I can process and produce more creative ideas. But I'll make the chapters around 1,000 words.

(Not including the A/N at the end of each chapter)

Im also thinking about ending this book soon (maybe like 20 more chapters or less?) And make a sequel.

What do you guys think?

Also imma be in the airport tomorrow and return to the land of green (A.K.A Ireland) and I'm gonna be exhausted, so don't expect a new chapter.

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