Kidnapped 3

Chapter 8

💨ROC💨

I sat in the middle of the woods,holding the only things i really cared about. I know it seems like i don't give a fuck about this girl,but thats false. I love this girl. She helps me forget about tracey and sometimes i even look to her as tracey. But i only do her like this because of my anger. And now she's gone. What else am i supposed to do?

"I killed her..." i cried,gripping on to kieshia's motionless body.

At this point i had a rainfall of tears covering my face. I can't even remember the last time I've cried like this.

"What have i done?" i cried. "I should have fucking listened to her!"

I gently laid kieshia's body back onto the ground and stood up,running my hands down my face.

"UGH!" i groaned in fustration. "I FUCKING HATE MYSELF!"

Tears were still falling from my face,but i was angry as fuck at the same time,because this is all my fault,there is nobody else to blame,but myself. I was the one driving. I was the one driving past the speed limit. I was the one worrying about my phone more than the rode. Im the one that swerved the car off the rode AND IM THE ONE THAT KILLED HER! ME! CHRESANTO FUCKING AUGUST!

"FUCK!" i groaned,grabbing a branch and swinging it against a nearby tree,making sticks fly everywhere. I continued to swing the branch towards the tree untill the whole branch was completely broken.

A threw the small peace of branch that remain,far off somewhere and fell to my knees,burrying my head into my hands. "Man..."

"I think they're this way!" a voice yelled nearby.

I stood up quickly and looked around,hearing multiple footsteps coming closer.

I turned my head towards the sound and saw 3 men dressed in uniforms and a lady dressed in a basic outfit running my way.

I quickly ran over to then fast as hell. "PLEASE!" i said.

One of the men in uniforms noticed and kieshia sprinted over to her,along with another one.

One of the men and the lady stayed with me.

"Sir,this women has informed us about your crash,are you alright?" the man asked.

I nodded quickly. "YES! just please help my girlfriend,i think she's dead.! please make her come back!" i pleaded.

"Sir,the paramedics are doing that now sir,come with me."

I saw on of the men carrying kieshia and running back up the hill,with everyone following,including me.

Once we got to the top of the hill,i saw police cars and ambulances on the side of the road,also 2 cars that were crashed together.

My mouth dropped in shock.

Did i cause all this?

I ignored that and followed the paramedics into the back of an ambulance.

I watched as they laid kieshia's body onto a stretcher and they quickly placed a oxygen mask over her face.

I went over to one of the men. "Do you think she will make it?"

"Sir,i'm not sure,we have to defibrillate her.." he said.

I frowned. "What does that mean?"

"We have to shock her heart,and hope it starts back up.." he said.

At this moment,my heart was beating,i just really hope they can fibrilate,fibbalate.whatever they call that shit,to start her heart back.I really need this girl in my life. She is my only hope of changing myself. mentally.

I backed up away from the paramedics at they prepared to shock her heart.

I watched as they surrounded her.

"Clear!" one of them yelled.

Next thing you know i hear a ' zzzzt ' sound

"Again!"

"Clear!" ' zzzzt '

I felt my body feeling weak and i stumbled out of the van quickly. I fell to my hands and knees,throwing up all over the side of the rode.

I coughed and threw up some more.

I stood back up,wiping the side of my mouth. "Please,don't let her die...please don't take her,please..."

I took a deep breath and stepped back inside of the van.

The first thing i saw made my heart stop.

No.....

I saw one of the men pulling a white sheet over kieshia's body. and the other men looking down as if they were sad or something.

The same man i talked to about the ' Deliberation thing ' approached me.

"I-im sorry sir,we tried what we had to do,but-

"NO!" i yelled,running over to the sheet and yanking it off of her. "TRY THAT SHIT AGAIN!" i yelled.

"Sir! we can't!" one of the paramedics said trying to pull me back.

"SHE CANT BE DEAD! SHOCK HER HAERT AGAIN! YOU DON"T UNDERSTAND! PLEASE!" i yelled,feeling more tears forming.

"Calm down,please"

I grabbed kieshia's shirt and started shaking her limp body. "PLEASE WAKE UP!"

I felt my body being yanked back off of her. "SIR IM SORRY BUT SHE'S GONE!"

She's dead...

She's dead...

She's dead...

Kept running through my head. She was dead.....

I slowly shook my head in dis-belief,backing up away from the paramedics as they looked at me.

"She can't be...."

"We're truely sorry.." one of them said.

I stood there,my heart beating,my body feeling weak again and my mind spinning.

I really fucked up this time,and i can't take it back...I killed her.

At this moment it felt like my leggs couldn't hold my body anymore,so i fell to the floor.

I saw the paramedics run towards me,hovering over me. But they all sounded far away and everything was going in slow motion,while my vision got blurry.

"Siiiir are you ok?"

"I think he's passing out from shock.."

"Sir,can you hear me?"

That same message kept running through my head.

She's dead

She's dead

She's dead

And then everything went blank.......