Kidnapped 3

Chapter 12

🌞KIESHIA🌞

"Flight to california lands next thing in the morning! so sit tight relax and enjoy your flight." the announcer spoke over the speaker.

I sat by the window,looking out into the blue sky,scanning the fluffy white clouds as the plane flew past them.

So much was on my mind right now.

I called the police and told them about the whole roc situation yesterday.I was really hoping to the bottom of my heart that there was a way that they could bring him back.The ambulances arrived short ofter but they told me those words...

"It's too late..."

I would have always thought that i would be happy to be returning home,but i'm not having that feeling.

I feel

Regret....

Sadness...

Worry....

Anger......

Sympathy...

It's just so much to bare upon myself,knowing i was the cause of roc's suicide choice yesterday.

I read over that note he left 1,000 times,shedding tears along too.

Now that i think about it,he was putting foward effort to become a better person lately but i was too stubborn to see it,until now.

I did nothing but push him away the whole time,making things worse.

This is all on me. I can't just blame every thing on him because he tried on his part,but i didn't try along with him...

And now he's dead and theres nothing i can do or take back to bring him to life again.

It's just so fucked up to me,once you think about it.

And now i have to live my life knowing my hurtful words,caused suicide.

The good part is,is that i'm no longer kidnapped.

But the down side to it,is that he had to die....

Because of my selfish ways.......

Even though i can't tell him to his face right now,i just want him to know that he made me a stronger person in a way no one will ever understand.

This has defiantly been a LONG journey

I just never thought it would all end like this.