Chapter 11

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KIESHIA (DON'T PLAY MUSIC YET!)

⛅️THE NEXT DAY⛅️

I spent the whole night last night thinking things over. What roc said and all the money he threw at me. I still don't know where he gets it from,but it has to be something good.

"Mrs,your free to go now,you should be fine,just take the prescription we prescribed for you." a doctor said as she entered my hospital room.

I sighed. "ok.."

"Do you have anyone to come and pick you up?"

I shook my head. "No,ill just ride the bus..."

The doctor nodded. "Ok,very well then,have a good one." she walked out.

I got up from my bed,stretching a bit and grabbing the wad of money i collected from yesterday away from under the mattress. I put it there last night.

I walked out of the room and down the hall,making my way towards the loby.

Once i got there i signed my name on the ' sign out ' sheet and made my way out of the hospital door,it was kinda chilly...

Roc told me to do whatever i want,that means i can go home. WAIT THATS A GOOD THING! THATS WHAT I'VE BEEN WANTING FOR THE PAST 4 YEARS NOW! YES!

I smiled to myself and jogged towards the bus stop. I waited for atleast a good 15 minutes untill the city bus pulled up.

I quickly stepped onto it and handed the driver a $100 dollar bill since that was the lowest bills i had. I also told him my destination.

The driver frowed. "um ma'm bus fee is only 2$

I nodded. "I know,keep the change." i smiled.

"Thank you!"

I nodded and walked to the back of the slightly empty bus and took a seat.

I'll just go back to roc's house to get my things and go buy a fucking car or somthing and get the hell out of newyork.

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"Next stop!" the driver yelled,pulling up to the nearby bus stop by my stop.

I quicky got up and exited the bus. "Thank you!"

"No problemo!" the driver yelled behind me.

I walked down the side walk a couple of blocks,walking up the driveway of roc's house.

I wonder what he's doing.....

I walked up to the door and it was already unlocked so i just walked in.

"Roc..." i said closing the door behind me. "It's me kieshia,i know your mad or whatever but i'm just coming for my things."

He didn't respond.

"ROC?" i called louder.

I humped my shoudlers. "oh well."

I just went into my room and grabbed a duffel bag out of the closet and packed my the few clothes i had.

After i was done with my clothes i went into the restroom and got my hair supplies,toothbrush and all that other stuff along with other bodily items.

I walked out of my room and was about to walk down the hallways to leave,but i saw something on the wall that caught my eye.

I narrowed my eyes and leaned closer to the wall.

It was like something red splashed over the wall.

"The hell?"

I turned around to an open door to roc's room.

I slowly walked in and my heart litterrally skipped a beat. (PLAY MUSIC NOW!)

"Oh my gosh! ROOOOOC!" i screamed dropping my duffel bag and running all the way inside over to his side.

He was laying in a pool of blood with a gun in his hand.

His body laid still and i could tell he wasn't breathing.

I covered my mouth in shock. "Oh my gosh...." i gasped. "What happened!!"

I know i hate this guy but damn,he killed himself! WHY?! wouldn't you hate seeing someone dead right before your eyes?

I sat on my knees and reached my shaking hands out,gently raising his head onto my lap. "Why did you do this to yourself roc?"

I looked down at his limp arm,he held a gun in between his fingers.

I slowly reached out and slid the gun out of his hand,tossing it into the corner of the room.

Was it because of me? was i the cause of this?

His head automatically fell over to the side when i placed his head down and it revealed a huge wound on the side of his temple.

I gasped loudly. "GOSH!"

He shot himself in the fucking head!

I didn't even know what to do right now....

I let him go and i had his blood all over my hands.

My heart was beating my hands were shaking and i was in complete shock.

I couldn't do anything but look at his dead body.

His body laid out,blood all over his body and clothes,his gun in the corner of the room and what made it worse,his eyes were still open,but not moving.

I used my 2 fingers and pushed his eyelids down.

He was gone....

"I just need to know why..." i said lowly.

I stood up from the floor,now with blood all over my sweatpants.

I felt a tear roll down my face,and my eyes began to burn.

I looked around the room,not knowing what to do.

But then i saw a piece of paper sitting up on his dresser.

I quickly ran over to it and it was a full paragraph that read :

"Kieshia,once again i want to say i'm sorry for the shit and other things i've put you through,i truly am. Remember when i asked you ' What else do you want me to do? kill my own self?" and you replied ' Shit,i wouldn't care if you did.." that shit hurts me down inside if you didn't know it. I didn't tell you but all my anger isn't because of tracey's death,it's because i have a 7 out or 9 type anger dis-order that i really can't contol,and i started taking thearopy for it just so i could be better for you ,but it just seems like it means nothing to you. But since you won't care if i killed my self,well,thats what i'm going to do. I hope your better off without me... you may hate me but remember i'll always love you,even if i wasn't able to show you yet. I just wish you would have just given me a chance...

-Chresanto "

I finished reading the note and i didn't even know i was crying as much as i was.

This was because of me....

I held the note in my hand and my other covering my mouth. I looked back at roc's dead body once again...

Roc was actually dead. Right infront of my eyes. He killed himself because of the stupid ass sentence i said yesterday. If i had never said that,he would still be alive right now...

All the times i wished he was dead and all that negative shit i said when he was beating me up.

It all came back,and i got my wish...

Karma is a very bad bitch,but i didn't mean it literally.

My kidnapper for 4 years is really now

DEAD......

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