Kidnapped 3

Chapter 10

A/N:(DON'T PLAY MUSIC YET!)

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👄KIESHIA 👄

I can't believe him. I mean i could have been dead right now! I warned his ass,but he just had to get his phone. I even bet if i was dead right now he would just go kidnap another girl that looks like tracey and start the whole process over. He doesn't care about anybody except himself.UGHHH! HE JUST PISSES ME THE FUCK OFF!

"Kieshia for the 100th time,im sorry" roc said again,for an hour straight.

I continued to ignore him and fiddle around with my nail.

"I didn't know it would go the way it did,ok? i didn't know i would swerve off of the road. i was pretty sure the road was clear before i reached for my phone!"

I just humped my shoulders because he wasn't saying anything new,he was just repeating the same shit over and over,and im sick of it. Its one thing to have beaten me,hurt me and pushed me around but its onther thing to have killed me for a full 30 minutes!And to think i was acutally thinking about giving him a chance, But forget that shit,it never works out when i try to give him chances, he does nothing but come back with somthing worse. Fuck it. Fuck him, And fuck this. FUCK EVERYTHING.

He sighed heavily as if he was frustrated. "Can you atleast speak to me?"

I didnt reply.

He got up from the chair he was sitting in and he walked over to the side of the bed i was sitting up in. "Talk to me.." he said in a more demanding than questioning.

I looked the other way out of the window.

"KIESHIA!" he yelled,making my body jump.

I swiftly looked at him while frowning. "WHAT!"

"WHY ARE YOU FUCKING IGNORING ME LIKE THIS? IM SORRY OK?! I DIDN'T DO THE SHIT ON PURPOSE OK! I FUCKING PASSED OUT AND THREW THE FUCK UP BECAUSE I THOUGHT YOU WERE DEAD! I DIDNT FUCKING SWERVE OFF THE ROAD ON PURPOSE! I SWERVED SO WE WOULDN'T SMASH INTO ANOTHER CAR,AND MAYBE WE BOTH WOULD BE DEAD! THATS THE ONE THING I HATE ABOUT YOUR ASS! YOUR SO FUCKING STUBBORN AND STUCK UP! I SAID SORRY 1,000 TIMES AND I MADE IT UP TO YOU A FUCKING 1,000 TIMES!" he yelled in my face. "GOT DAMN WHAT ELSE IS THERE FOR ME TO DO? KILL MY OWN SELF?"

I humped my shoulders. "Shit,i wouldn't care if you did....."

A look came over his face as if he was hurt/shocked.But it quickly formed into a frown of anger.

"You know what?" he started.

He balled up his fist,but i didn't give a fuck,i wish he would touch me in a damn hospital...

He brought his arm back and he swung it towards me.

I closesd my eyes and tensed up,waiting for the pain.

But then i heard a loud thud beside my head.But no pain?

I slowly opened my eyes and he had white powder stuff on his fist.

I turned to my my left and saw a hole on in the wall beside my head.

I looked back at him and he was still looking angry.

"Fuck you kieshia!" he said. "Im done,fuck it."

He dug into his pocket and threw a wad of money at me,which flew everywhere.

"Do whatever the fuck you want,all this money was for your ass anyways." he turned around and he stormed out of the room,slamming the door hard.

I looked down and saw all the money scattered all over the bed and floor,nothing but $100 bills. Was this dude rich?

🌟ROC 🌟(PLAY MUSIC NOW)

I stormed out of the room feeling heated. How could she say that? thats just shows she really doesn't care about me or my feelings. Fuck her then,i tried to change for her,i'm taking thearopy and everything! ugh! fuck!

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I walked a full 45 minute walk to my house since my car is fucked up.I bursted through the door,and fell onto the couch as soon as i stepped in,putting my face into the cushion.

"Ahhhh!!!!!!!!" i yelled into it.

"I would't care if you did.." Her words echoed in the back of my head.

I started harshly punching myself in the head trying to stop the sound of her voice.

"I would't care if you did.."

"Ugh! shutup!" I yelled in frustration and threw the remote at the wall.

"I would't care if you did.." her voice repeated.

I know what lauren told me to do to help my anger,but i know that little shit won't help.

...But i know what can....

I got up from the couch and walked to my room quickly,heading to my dresser.

I grabbed a piece of paper and a pen and wrote a letter for kieshia reading:

"Kieshia,once again i want to say i'm sorry for the shit and other things i've put you through,i truly am. Remember when i asked you ' What else do you want me to do? kill my own self?" and you replied ' Shit,i wouldn't care if you did.." that shit hurts me down inside if you didn't know it. I didn't tell you but all my anger isn't because of tracey's death,it's because i have a 7 out or 9 type anger dis-order that i really can't contol,and i started taking thearopy for it just so i could be better for ,but it just seems like it means nothing to you. But since you won't care if i killed my self,well,thats what i'm going to do. I hope your better off without me... you may hate me but remember i'll always love you,even if i wasn't able to show you yet. I just wish you would have just given me a chance...

-Chresanto "

I placed the note on the dresser and went over to my bed.

I got on my knees,reaching under it and pulling out an old shoe box.

Once i got it.i sat on the floor and opened the box,pulling out my pistol.

I held it in my hand and used my other to grab a single bullet.

I stared at both objects wondering if i should really do this....

"If it's what she wants for her to be happy,then maybe this is right..."

I loaded the bullet into the gun and cocked the safty handle off of it.

I put my finger on the trigger.

"If this is what she want..."

I took a deep breath,closed my eyes and raised the gun up,placing it on the side of my head,were my temple is located.

I can't lie my heart was beating hard as fuck at this moment and my hands were shaking un-controllably.But this is what kieshia wants right?

I felt a tear roll out of my eye and down my cheeck but i didn't bother to wipe it away.

Maybe i am better off dead anyways...

I slowly pushed the trigger down untill i heard that one noise,and the last noise i'll hear forever.

"POW!"

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