sometimes home isn't just four walls around with you with a crappy wallpaper, that you have been wanting to change for two years, its two eyes and a heart beat.
I'm so mixed up inside and I can not get over your goddamn eyes. I look at your eyes and automatically forget about my hard times and struggles. It hurts my heart that you think you're not what I see. I see the universe in your eyes and you don't even know it. I dare you to see how long you can look into my eyes. Without thinking about how many of my thoughts are about you.I dare you to see how long I can look into your eyes. Without blushing, without forgetting how to breathe.I dare us to see how long we can look deeply into each other.Before leaning on to kiss or even breaking away to leave
I can't lie in your eyes. I'm honest all over but I curse like a sailor.
It also hurts my heart that you can't get over him. Forget his breathe.Forget his soft hair.Forget how he makes you feel.Forget his beautiful smile.Forget his hot and deep voice.Forget his promises.Forget those moments that makes you smile.Forget his warm hands.Forget his strong body.Forget his sarcasm and his jokes.Forget his eyes.Forget those things that you and he has in common.Forget the way he loved you.Forget every dawn you spent together.Forget every stupid conversations.Forget his indifference.Forget it. Forget everything.
Here I go again, falling in love and comparing your eyes to the night sky. I'm 109% not sorry for doing so. Your eyes are the milky way to me baby girl. I love it when you laugh so hard that your nose crinkles up. I love it when I hear your laugh. I love it when you send me that quirky good morning text that reads
"Good morning star shine. The earth says hello"
I hate it when I can see your eyes and see the pain within them. Red blood shot eyes from crying yourself to sleep. Makeup is smeared from crying in the shower. I hate hearing you say "I'm fine" when you and I both know you aren't.
I love you. damn I Love you. please stay alive for me.
Love your prince, Ryan.
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you make me happy
RomanceThis is lot a love story. This Book contains self harm, abuse, and other trigger warnings. I will post TW's before each chapter. Please check out my other works I post a chapter a week depending on my schedule.
