Suicidal Dreams (a one direction fan-fiction)

Lazy day

Hi so 6 parts in one day so yay

Kileys pov still lol sorry 😄

I woke up the next morning to the sound of a dog whimpering. "Uggggg turn the world off" i said rolling over and pulling the pillow over my head. "Sorry ki" I heard Liam say and everything went quiet. I rolled back over and opened my eyes. The tv was on mute on the animal planet. "Do you want to change into some pjs" Louie said holding up a bag. "Ya thanks" I said swinging my legs around and standing up. My legs felt like jelly so I sat back down on the bed. "You ok?" Said a worried Niall from across the room. "Just a little wobbly I haven't stood up in like a day" I said taking the bag and walking to the bathroom. I changed into my pjs and put in my fuzzy slippers. It was kinda hard to do with one arm but I managed. I looked at my cast and turned off the lights. It was the first time I had actually seen it glow. I turned of the lights and walked out of the bathroom. "I'm hungry." I said giving my bag of clothes to Harry. "I'll go see if its ok if we feed you?" Zayn offered walking out of the room. "Where's mum" I asked jumping onto the bedand propping my self up. "She went home for a while is that ok?" Niall said pulling a chair up next to the bed. "Yup as long as I have some kind of entertainment." I said flipping onto my belly and kicking my legs behind me watching the silent tv. "Oh yeah that reminds me, where's my phone? I was running from the fans when this whole thing happened I had it in my hand and well ya know the rest." I said. "Here it's kinda bloody from your arm but we can clean it" Niall said handing it to me. I took it and looked at it. It was coated in dried blood. The screen was fine but my case was ruined. "Ummm time for a new case?" I said sitting up and putting the phone down on the bed. "Yep we can look for a new one on like target.com or something then I could pick it up and bring it" he said pulling out my laptop. "Ohhh can I see" I said and he handed it over to me. I opened it and logged on to the hospital wifi. I pulled up target.com and looked up iPhone 4S otterbox cases. A couple popped up and I found a cool one I liked, it was an American flag. I've always liked the American flag it's design is cool with every star a different state. It's like every little thing meant something else. I showed Niall my lap top and he nodded and grabbed his keys. "I'll bring some food back for u guys too" he said walking out the door. "The doctor says its ok to eat trinity." Zayn said following a nurse with a tray of food in her hands, yuck hospital food. "Thank you" "no problem honey but you have to take this pill two." She said handing me a small blue pill and a glass of water. "Ok" I said swallowing it and siping the water. The nurse then walked out of the room and I looked down at my food. I heard sniggering then I saw a flash. I looked up at the boys and they were all laughing. "Guys this stuff is gross trust me" I said gulping. "Ok ok fine" Liam said handing me the remote to the tv. I flipped through till I saw MTV. The VMAs were on again for the 100th time this week. Lady Gaga had just finished her song and a commercial came on. I was about to flip but Louie grabbed the remote and took out the batteries. "Dude what the heck" I said picking up a fork and picking at the soggy toast on my tray. "Let's watch this" he said handing the remote back to me. "Ok" I said and put down the fork. "You not gonna eat" Harry asked looking at me with wide eyes. "Not this crap" I said pushing it of my lap. They laughed and the tv show came back on. I leaned back on my pillow. I turned up the volume and watched in peace.

The rest of the day kinda went like that. Some friends visited mum came and went the boys stayed all day. I really just relaxed and took my medicine every two hours and slept. It was pretty boring I didn't eat the hospital food but people would come and go with food. Every now and then the doctor would check my cast and make sure it was good. When I did eat I took a couple bites and put it down I was dying to know what they had down to my arm in surgery. It hurt so bad even with the medicine. Finally the doctor came in again with my pills. Only Louie Harry and Niall were there right then. "Hi doctor r." I said looking up from my laptop smiling. I closed it and handed it to Harry. "Hi Kiley" she said feeling the cast and above it. "Can I ask a question"

"Sure ask away"

"What did you do to my arm yesterday in surgery" when I said it I saw the boys look up and stare at me from what ever they were doing.

"Well um Kiley we did some very what's the word...gross? Ok if you must know yesterday we had to push the bones back into place and well we also had to put in a metal plate to keep it in the right alignment when it is healing. So when you came back in unfortunately it's gonna have to be more than 6 weeks because of what happened, we will have to take that out. "

"Umm so how long will it be cuz my mum just got more property and they're almost done with this nice pool with water falls and stuff." She kinda laughed when I said that. It was true though I want to swim in the pool that will be done in a couple of days.

"We'll don't worry kiley, because of the situation we are going to have to put a tighter cast on that arm and this cast happens t9 be water proof." She said smiling handing me my pill I swallowed it and drank the water.

"Oh ok" I said looking at my cast. An hour later I got the new cast I choose was half tie dye and half glow in the dark it was pretty cool but not my arm. At least it was water proof. The rest of the day I watched tv and ate junk food from the vending machine. I feel asleep late that night and slept soundly.