Suicidal Dreams (a one direction fan-fiction)

Zoe

Ok I will right things that are in my head right now. (Nothing is in my head it's blank) ∞★∞★∞★∞★∞★∞★∞★∞★∞★

No no no. This can't be right. No.

"You dropped something" a girl said picking up my phone as she crawled under my seat. Wait what the heck. She just crawled under the seat.

"Thankssss" I said picking it up. I tried to press the home button to wake it up. Yeah. It was black. At least no one could send me any death threats today. I have to change my number. I sighed and hit my head against the back of the seat. What happened? Why does this happen. What was my life like before Niall's fame? I need a break. I just want to leave and comeback later. Finally the bus rolled up to my street. I got of with my head down watching my feet. A car honked so I looked up. The window rolled down reviling a security guard. I'm sure It was one of the boys. I walked around it and got in the front seat.

"My house isn't that far I can walk by my self."

"It's not safe"

"Says who"

"The boss"

"Tell 'the boss' I'm fine" I said getting out if the car again then slamming the door behind me. I walked down the street then up the hill. I turned the corner into my driveway. I ignored the flashes and walked up the stairs unlocking the door. I opened it them closed it behind me. I tossed the keys on the table next to the door. Oh yeah the door. I locked it and threw my backpack down. I sighed deep and stretched out my back. Then I walked into the kitchen picking up a bag of chips and a water. There were more flashes through the window. Enough is enough. How many pictures do they need. I got up from my chair and walked to the window. I smiled and waved. Then I shut the shades. I grappled my chips and water and walked up to my room flopping on my bed opening my Mac book air. I went to YouTube and looked up some music videos. When I got bored I flopped on my tummy and turned on the tv. Nothing was on so I got up and opened the cabinet with the DVDs. I picked out finding nemo and slid it in the slot. Then I walked back to my bed hanging off it upside down.

"Hey kiley" Niall said opening the door to my room

"Haiiii" I said sitting up.

"How was school"

"Oh ya know. Torture"

"I'm sorry ki. If I could change it I would. What happened that was so bad"

"The usual. Death threats and a broken phone"i said taking out my phone and tossing it to him.

"God! how did this happen"

"the same girl that slapped me that day at nandos slapped it out of my hand. Then I dropped it on the bus"

"So you need a new one?"

"No"

"Well then what do you want" he said sittings on my bed.

"Nothing. I don't want anything. You don't need to buy me things to make me happy Niall"

"Yeah" he sighed.

"How was your day"

"We got a lot done for the album."

"Midnight memories?"

"Yeah"

"But that's not coming out till December!"

"I know. Anyways we're gonna go to the hospital to visit some kids. Wanna come?"

"I- I don't know"

"Come on kiley. You have nothing better to do"

"That's true"