Suicidal Dreams (a one direction fan-fiction)

School again

"WAKE UP! TIME FOR SCHOOL!" I heard along with the sound of pots and pans banging together. It was no bird chirping but it was a wake up call. I rolled onto my back and groaned. I guess I slept on my wrist. My broken wrist. I saw rubbed my eyes and got out of bed. Louie was standing in my doorway with well ya know...pots and pans.
"Go away. I'm getting dresses."
"Some body's a grumpy pus"
"Whatever"
I said and closed the door to my room behind him. I groaned. My voice was gravely. I walked over to my closet and opened it. I closed my eyes and plopped backwards on my bed. I opened them after a little while. I looked out my window. It was raining. I grabbed a tee shirt and some jeans. I put them on and then grabbed some vans and a hoodie. Before I left my room I got my phone from the charger in the wall. I unlocked it and walked down the stairs. No one was up besides Louie in the living room. I walked into the kitchen to see a Paul drinking coffee.
"Sup dude" I said walking over to him.
"Hey kiley" i high high fived him and said
"Whatcha doin here"
"Taking you to school in like 10 minutes."
"what. Why"
"The boys aren't getting up this early. Let's just face that fact"
"Louie's up"
"You trust Louis Tomlinson this early?"
"Good point. I'll go get my stuff together."
"Kay. I'll be here"
I ran up stairs and into my room. I stuffed my books in my backpack and grabbed a SnapBack hat. I did one last scan of my room making sure I wasn't forgetting anything. Oh ya my teeth. I walked into my bathroom and brushed my teeth. After I finished I walked back down stairs and stuffed my phone in my pocket. And put on my backpack.
"Are you already ready to go?" Paul asked looking up.
"Ya" I said my voice croaking.
"That was fast. Most girls take a lo-"
"Hey! I am not most girls"
"Ya ya. Ok let's go"
" Ok" I said walking down the hall. I paused at the living room to say bye to Louie.
"Bye kiley. Did you get your lunch?"
"No" I said running back down the hall past Paul into the kitchen. I grabbed my lunchbox and stuffed it in my already unzipped backpack. I zipped it and ran back down the hall.
"Don't trash the whole house please" Paul was saying.
"Let's go" I said pushing him out the door into the wet. I followed him to a limo that was parked on the side of the street. Paul unlocked the door and got in the drivers side.
"What. I can't go to school in this"
I said in shock.
"Just get in. What's the big deal. this is what people expect."
"Nooooooo it's really not"
"Get it. Come on" Realizing I had no choice I got into the back of the limo and closed the door. I turned my head and my jaw dropped. I had never been in a limo before. There were sparkling lights and coolers and a sunroof. I slid in and felt the limo roll down the driveway. I unlocked my phone to look at the last nights notifications. 2900 new followers on Instagram. I think noes a great time to turn off my notifications for that app. I was about to turn off my phone when I got a text from my bestie. My sister from a different mister. My- ya I'll just stop now.
Fizzy: hey gurllll
Me: in riding to school in a limo
Fizzy: well good morning to u too
Me: in riding to school in a limo
Fizzy: that's amazing
Me: IM RIDING TO SCHOOL IN A LIMO
Fizzy: ya I said it was amazing. Send me a pic
Me: here
*picture of limo*
Fizzy: holy crap! u lucky
Me: no
Fizzy: ya
Me: ya know how much crap I'm gonna get about this
Fizzy: who cares. YOU'RE RIDING TO SCHOOL IN A LIMO. All the other kids should be jelly of u
Me: ya or bully the crap out of me
Fizzy: what ever you say. Gtg. C u at school
Me: ya ttyl
I locked my phone and slipped it in my pocket.
"Hey kiley"
"Ya paul"
"We're here"
"Oh uhh thanks for the ride. See at later"
"Kay bye"
He said as I opened the door and stepped out. I looked up at the kids I passed. They all stopped what ever they were doing and stared. I heard a honk behind me. I turned to see the light blue Mini Cooper that had just rolled up. A window rolled down to reveal my brother ya know without a shirt on. WAIT WHAT! WITHOUT A SHIRT! I ran to the car and tried to block the view of Niall's chest from the rest of my school.
"What are you doing" I said in a low voice.
"You forgot your football stuff"
"It's Wednesday. There is no football to-"
"OH MY GOD ITS NIALL HORAN"
"Great job smart one" I said running towards the school. I ran into the hall to my locker. I slowed down to a walking pace. I opened up my locker and stuffed my back pack in it. When I turned around there were a bunch of girls crowding me. How did they get there so quietly?
"May I help you" I said my voice scratchy.
"We want something of Niall's"
"Excuse me?" I said brushing the hair out of my face.
"You heard me" a girl said.
"I can't just take something from my brother. Management would kill me"
"Ok you could either get us something or there will be a problem."
"Are you threatening me" I said in disbelief.
"What's going on" felicity said walking up.
"Ya know the usual death threats" I whispered rolling my eyes.
"What's it going to be" the girl asked again.
"Neither"
"Ok then there will be consequences."
"Alrighty have fun with that" I said grabbing my math book and closing my locker. I walked down the hall to my math class. My teacher had opened the door and was now sitting at her desk.
"Ms. Horan. Are you feeling better"
"Ya I guess I'm not contagious anymore so that's good"
"I sent your work home with ms. Goldman."
"Right. Uh I'll go get it. Do I have time?"
"Yes you do about 10 minutes"
"Ok thanks I'll be back in a little while"
"Got it. Be quick please"
I nodded and walked out the door and down the hall to my locker. The group of girls were standing around it I'm guessing they were trying to pick the lock.
"How's that working for you ladies" I said making them jump. "I will go get a teacher. Plus it's kinda stupid. Give it up" they all stocked away and I opened my locker back up. I grabbed the stack of books and my phone just to be careful. I slammed it shut looking around to make sure there was no one watching me. I sighed and walked down the hall delivering my homework to the correct teacher. The bell rang and the torture began. I rushed back down the hall being pushed by my classmates. I finally made it in the room. My eye was hurting really bad. I sat down and waited while the rest of the kids walked in. For the rest of the lesson I listened even though my mind was on New York. I can't believe they were taking me to the VMAS the Good Morning America Show the This is Us movie premiere. It was hard to believe it really was. Were they taking me cuz my mum wouldn't be home for another 2 weeks? did my dad really want to see me? of course he did. He acted like he cared every day. I snapped out of my daze by my teacher slipping my homework on to my desk. I finished it even though I wasn't supposed to. What ever. I got thgh language arts and then science. Then lunch. The bell rang and everyone rushed through the door. Except me and Alyssa and felicity. It's kinda our thing. It works good. Let the storm leave then we would go. We walked out the door and down the hall. We met up with Jacie and Riley.
"I'll get the foot ball" I said running towards the bucket. It was still raining so everything was slippery. All the better.
"C'mon guys" I said taking off towards the field. I threw down the ball and started dribbling slipping along the way. Once everyone was on the field Riley took goal since I had ya know a broken wrist. She drop kicked the goal and I headed the ball to Alyssa. We slipped and slid down the field. By the end of break everyone was soaking and muddy. The bell rang and we all took off running towards the building.
"Whoa. Were you girls rolling I'm the mud?" the yard duty (👈 haha I said duty... Sorry that was very immature of me)
"No. Football" we all said giggling.
"Well you're gonna be wet and dirty all day"
"Great" I said walking into the lunch room. We sat down and began eating. I had my phone out on the table and it started buzzing. Unknown number. That's weird. I picked it up and answered it.
"Hello?"
"Hi this is Danielle Manero from the Elvis Duran in the Morning Show in NYC. Is this kiley horan"
"Ya what can I do for you"
"We would like to set a date for an interview with you"
"With me? don't you mean my brother?"
"No. We would like to set a date"
"Uhh ok. I'm at school right now so we're gonna have to talk later. Could you call me back maybe in like 2 hours."
"Of course"
"Alright thanks bye"
"Bye"
I hung up the phone and put it down on the table again.
"Who was that" Riley asked looking up from her food.
"A lady from a radio station in New York"
"What did she want?" Alyssa asked
"An interview with me. Not my brother a member of the most FAMOUS BOYBAND IN THE FREAKING WORLD"
"Ya that's weird"
I finished my lunch in a rush cuz the bell rang. Next was social studies. Ew social studies. I stalked down the hall to room 234. Ew room 234. I walked into the classroom and sat down at my desk in the back. Ew my desk in the back.

Finally after I had suffered through an hour and 15 minutes of that crap (I had spent the last 15 minutes doing my soc. studies and science homework. I got yelled at but it rolled of me after all the hate I had gotten from the fans.) the bell finally rang at I didn't wait at all to rush out the door and down the hall to the locker room for P.E. At least I had an easy subject where I could blow of some steam. I changed quickly and walked out to the bench. I sat down next to my best boy friend. Not my boyfriend boy SPACE friend. Luke. And Whitney.
"Hey Lucas"
"Hey kiley"
"What's up with you"
"Nothin much. You feelin better"
"You could say that"
"You didn't text me at all"
"Yes I did check your phone"
He got out his phone and unlocked it. I quickly turned my back and typed hi fast and sent it.
"Not fair you just sent that"
"Noooooo"
"Gooooooood after noon class" my P.E. teacher Mr. McMaster. Best pe teacher ever just saying.
"Hiiiiii" the whole class said.
"Start jogging" he said and walked if to turn on the music. He all got up and started jogging. The music came on and if course it was Best Song Ever. Luke ran up and punched me in the arm.
"Not funny Lucas"
"Whatever" he said running past me smiling.
"Oh now you wanna race." I said speeding up zig zagging through the rest of the class. I guess we lost track of what time it was because all the other kids and dropped out. That's how it works. You run until you have to drop out. Then you do push-ups till the rest of the class is done.
"Kiley. Luke. Your classmates hate you right now" mr. McMaster said as we ran. I looked around while panting.
Everyone was doing push-ups. They can hate us if they want. I'm already hated by half the girls in the world. Besides I wasn't gonna let Luke win this race. Finally after a good 10 minutes more Luke collapsed panting.
"Haha sucker you thought you could win me. You're wrong. Now if you excuse me I'm gonna breath." I said also falling to the ground.
"Ok you guys can stop" my teacher said,"i bet that's the longest you've ever had to do push-ups.half our period. Ok I'll let all you guys catch your breath. Lay down. Take a break. Then once your ready go grab a volleyball from the bucket. I'll divide you teams and kiley you can go grab a football since you can't do this. Ok go" he said walked away. I got up and walked to to the closet picking out the firmest one- the best for juggling. I walked back out and stood in a corner of the gym and started passing the ball from knee to knee. My blue shorts we baggy. My grey shirt was baggy. Even in size small I'm to skinny. Niall like girls with more meat on them. It's not my fault though. Oh ya sorry for the Niall fun fact #random. Anyways I can't put any fat on me. High metabolism. Dun dun dun. Everyone's jealous. If I could if be fat.
"If I lose my self to night" I heard from the speaker above me. I began hitting the ball on the beat of the song. I wish I could of played volleyball.
"Kiley" I heard Mr. Mcmaster's voice.
I turned my knee and hit the ball of my heel then I caught it and ran off towards my teacher.
"Yeah?"
"You're really good."
"Thanks"
"Ever thought about the team here at school"
"We don't have a girls team"
"You're good enough for the boys team"
"Whoa. Slow down. Believe me this is a huge honor kinda... I'm already on Barca. Sorry"
"Oh how long have you been on the team"
"Couple years now"
"Owwwwwwww"
Some kid screamed from across the gym.
"Uh oh" I followed mr. Mc (a/n haha mr. Mc... Sorry that's not funny but that's what I'm calling him)
Luke was laying on the ground nose bleeding.
"Luke are you ok" I said kneeling down. A bunch of kids were gathered around us.
"Ok guys make room. Kiley take him to the office." I nodded and helped him stand up. He was holding his nose blood dripping.
"Does it hurt"
He nodded. Blood sprayed.
"I get it I've been through it"
I walked into the office with Luke and wiped my hands on my shorts. They were a little bloody from the head shaking.
"Luke right this way. Kiley you can come too" I followed her to back into the little room that I have been to so many- to many times.
"Tilt your head towards me."
He tilted his bloody face towards the nurse and she felt it and looked at it.
"Ok you got lucky there's nothing broken. Unlike miss kiley. I'll get you ice try not to tilt your head up I only had you to do that so I could check it. Come back if it continues to bleed. Ok and kiley stay here a minute."
"Ok"
Luke left with a Box of tissues.
"How are you."
"What do you mean like in general or medically."
"Well general"
"I guess I'm good. It's hard ya know. People expect me to be someone I'm not."
"What do you do"
"I don't know anymore. I kinda just deal with it. I have to keep my mind occupied so I don't overthink at night. I fall right to sleep. I don't know what's gonna happen when I go to New York to visit my dad. 5 hour difference." I sighed and leaned against the wall.
"Stay true to who you are. If you need to talk I'm here. How's your face"
"Nose still hurts sometimes. Eyeball is still black sometimes purple in places. Stitches hurt I think I've got till New Years till I get those out. My arm I has a while still in the cast."
"Uh girl"
"Ya"
"Ok I have to let you go. Take Luke this ice he forgot it."
"Ok bye"
"Bye"
I walked back out of the office and down the hall to the gym. Everyone was on the ground stretching. Luke was sitting on the bench. I ran over to him and handed him the ice.
"Thanks" he said with that weird voice you get when you hold your nose. Love that.
"Yeah"
Mr. McMaster dismissed us and we all walked to the locker rooms to change. Not much to say there. We just... changed. I tied my hair back out of my face as I was walking out and I bumped into someone. Sander Webster. Most popular boy in out grade.
"Sorry. "I said looking up and realizing who it was. Our crew doesn't mix with them. We just don't. I turned around and started walking again.
"Hey wait. Kiley right?" I turned around and nodded.
"Yeah"
"I've heard about you"
"What a surprise" I said sarcastically.
"Your brothers in one direction right"
"Yeah. I gotta go ok?"
"Ok"
I turned around and started walking again. I picked up my backpack just as the bell rang. I walked to my enrichment class and sat down in our usual place. I got out my homework and finished the rest of it. I had to right an essay in language arts about. No. The topic was 'Write about a time you've had a dream to meet Siemens famous. Did that dream come true?"
I never really had. I always just kinda went with the flow ever since I was little. Since Niall was famous I just meet everyone. I had advantages. I guess I've always wanted to meet Rihanna. When is this assignment due? the Monday after fall break. Ok. I had time. I put the paper back in my folder and watched as the rest of my friends walked through the door. I got out my phone and turned my back to the rest of the class. Just as I unlocked it I got a text from Liam.
Liam 🐢: kiley
Me: well hello to you too
Liam🐢: oh ya hey
Me: what's up
Liam: nothing just wanted to tell you to take the bus home. Is that ok?
Me: ya su-
"Is that one of the boys" a girl said coming up behind me. I turned around meeting Saidee Turners eyes. She was the sanders girlfriend but not the most popular girl. She was manager of the volleyball team though.
"Maybe" I said smiling at her. She was one if the nicer popular girls.
"Ahh come on kiley you can tell me" she said. I could tell she was kidding.
"Can I though?"
"Yes of course. Whatcha working on"
"Really nothing. How's volleyball"
"Good. How's soccer"
"I don't know I haven't been in a while. I'm not of much use since I have one arm."
"Haha" she laughed and sat down at the desk next to me.
"I heard you talked to sander today."
"Ya"
"What the hell are you doing Saidee" McKenna said walking up.
"Talking to my friend"
"We don't talk to them."
"Since when do you talk to me?"
"How dare you say that"
"I'm just saying the truth"
"Let's go Saidee come on so we can catch up with each other" she said batting her eyes.
"Oh ya" she said turning to me. She pushed me of the desk and I fell to the floor. I still had my phone in my hand. I stood back up and she pushed the phone out of my hand making it fall to the floor and shatter.
"Oh my god! get away from me McKenna" Saidee said staring at the ground.
"Fine. But you'll come back to me. They always do" she said walking away dramatically.
"I never was with you from the beginning" she yelled after her. I bent down and picked up my cracked phone. Oh well.
"God. What a b****"
"Whatever it's fine"
"No it's really not you have to tell."
"We're not supposed to have our phones out in the first place it's fine"
"Are you sure?"
"Ya it's fine" she nodded and back away. I sighed and shoved my phone in my pocket and put on my backpack. Just then the bell rang and I walked out the door. Then down the hall.
"Wait. Kiley" I turned around to see sander running towards me.
"Ya"
"What's your number?"
"Hey whoa whoa whoa. Slow down. You're dating my friend. I can't do that. No"
"Oh my god! not like that just so I can get to know you better. We can be friends" I started walked away. But he followed me.
"Why? before my brother came home you wanted nothing to do with me"
"That's not true. I didn't even know who your brother was"
"Exactly"
"Just give it to me"
"No. Bye sander"
"Wait"
"Bye sander"
I turned a corner and walked up the stairs to the bus. I walked up the stairs to a seat and put in my earbuds to my cracked iPhone. I turned it on. It worked but it wasn't clear. Oh well. Christmas is coming. I put in my earbuds and turned on my music. Demons. Fav song evvvvva. Imagine dragons is my favorite band besides my brothers. I can call them my brothers right. They're like my brothers right? I put down my phone on the seat and stared out the window. My phone buzzed. I looked down. Unknown number.
Haha found out your number. It's sander btws
Me:your not making a great first impression are you now.
Sander: yup I am
Me: you did you figure it out.
Sander: some nice girl gave it to me on the bus
Me: send me a pic of her
Sander: why?
Me: just do it
Sander: fine what ever

I dropped my phone on the floor of the bus making it crack more. Gabby Durango has my number.

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Heyy little bit of a clif hanger isn't it.
Thanks so much for the 1k reads I love you so much. It actually just occurred to me that real people besides my best friend read this. Well love ya