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Poems

I write a lot when I'm having an episode but, ever sense we had to write poems in my LA class, poetry seems to be what I write the most. I've got a few I want to share with you. I don't really share these with many people, not even my partner, but I'm gonna do it anyways.

Not Who You See

I'm not who you think I am.
I'm not what you think I am.
I've been broken to many times
To really feel like myself anyways.

I'm not who you think I am.
Though I may have been once
Before They broke me.
I've changed sense then.

I'm not what you think I am.
I wish I was.
Life would be easier to deal with then.
But I can't change.

Your words have hurt.
You say things you don't think relies tell me
I'm not perfect
And I'm not what you've dreamed.

I'm not who you think I am.
I'm not what you think I am.
Wether you believe me
Or not.

(I tend to repeat myself in most of the poetry I write)

Still Believe

You're still there.
The words you have said
I still hear them.
Still believe them

Yes, I liked you but
No, not like that.
You were a friend
And you betrayed me.

Still, maybe you're right.
Maybe I do need to be fixed.
And if I could be
Maybe I should be.

You've made me hate myself
In a way I can't fix.
Why? Do you even know?
Cause, even though I shouldn't

I still believe you.

That's all I'll write in this one. I have a lot more I'll share later, maybe. To be honest, this is the least affective method I've found to stop myself from cutting or anything worse. I still use it if I'm desperate for a distraction. I'll write some stories or one shots during them to. I try to make them happy to help my mood. I've posted one of them if you want to read it. I don't suggest it though, it kind of sucks. Thanks for reading this and really, if anyone reading this need someone to talk to, I am here. Even if you're reading this three years from when it was posted, I'm still here. Once again, thanks for reading. And I will update this more often then my other things. Bye

-Rem