heartache hospital | kellic | ✓

four

I've never felt more happy than I do right now.

I was able to sleep at ease that night, I didn't have to worry about losing Kellin. He was getting better, and I couldn't be more relieved.

I was so scared that he was getting worse, but when Kellin told me he was getting better, all my doubts cleared away.

I still listened to his heartbeat and breathing just in case something went wrong, but I took Kellin at his word. He was better now, he is free now.

That night, I added way more stars than necessary, but Kellin deserved way more than this. It's okay though, once he gets released, I can give him way more.

"Hey, I'm sorry, Pluto and Mars, I know Kellin loves you a lot and I didn't mean to throw you to the floor. Pluto, even though you're not an official planet to scientists anymore, you will be a planet in my heart along with Kellin's. Oh! speaking of Kellin's heart, his heart is better, he's gonna live, and my heart is happy because of that." I smiled at the little planet.

Am I crazy for talking to a planet? No. It's crucial for me to apologize to Pluto and Mars. I mean, I told Mars he was a horrible planet and I told Pluto to "suck it". Not to mention I also threw Pluto out of Kellin's bed.

Poor Pluto, he's been through a lot, first he gets degraded and loses his planet status, then I rub it in his face, and I also kick him out of the bed. The poor precious baby.

Kellin woke up soon after, but the first thing he noticed was me hugging Pluto and Mars.

"I can't believe it, I'm dating a dork and you're hugging planets, what has the mighty person become?" Kellin sighed.

"Hush," I laughed. "These beautiful planets have endured a lot of pain, I must apologize."

"I'm gonna miss you when I d-" He stopped himself. "When I don't see you at home because you go back to working." Kellin laughed uncertainly. I didn't think it was suspicious, he was probably weirded out because of what happened with Pluto and Mars.

"Don't worry, Kellin. We're gonna be with each other for a very long time now. When we get out of this heartache hospital, I'm gonna write songs about you. Hmm, I know it's not much, but I'm gonna call one of them, 'Song for Kellin' just so everyone knows it's a song for you. I still can't believe you're getting better. I'm proud of you." I rambled. It's been awhile since I've rambled, I stopped once Kellin got admitted to a hospital.

"Yeah, okay, A for effort. Good job at creativity, Vic. 'Song for Kellin' is so unique." He scoffed.

"Shush, at least I'm writing a song for you." I stuck my tongue at him and continued to add more stars.

"I'm gonna miss you, Vic. I love you." He smiled. I didn't know why he said he'll miss me if he's getting better. Was there something he wasn't telling me? I doubt it, besides, we have time to talk about it.

"I love you too, dork." I laughed but Kellin was sniffling. I ran back to him and placed my ear next to his chest so I can hear his heartbeat. I had trouble hearing his heartbeat, and that scared me, but I placed one of my hands over his chest and I could feel it.

I tapped along to his heartbeat and Kellin concentrated on that. Eventually, he looked at me and began to kiss me.

I knew he was scared, he was shaking and his hands clawed at my Thrasher hoodie. The kiss was sweet, but his shaky lips worried me. I didn't mind it, he was nervous and overwhelmed.

He tastes just like he always does, and it relaxed me too because he hasn't changed, he's the Kellin I'll love forever.

He pulled away for breath and I guided his chin to my lips using only my fingertips so I can gently nibble on his sensitive skin. He groaned slightly and pushed me away.

"I love you, Vic." Kellin was being extra affectionate, and I wasn't complaining.

"I love you more than you love Pluto." I laughed and he giggled. He called me a dork, but I didn't mind.

Kellin died that night, and I don't think I've ever been in more pain than I was in right there.

a.n. next chapter is the last. im trying to accomplish my goal of breaking hearts. sorry for any mistakes that kill the mood.