Mr. Urie is my teacher. I am his student. Sometimes students fall for their teachers. But really, he wasn't supposed to fall for me too.
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I started to pace back and forth. What if I was pregnant? I started to feel a sweat run down my forehead. Brendon put his hand on my shoulder and comforted me.
"You probably aren't if it's your first time," he grimaced and slowly rubbed my back. He knew that was bull shit.
"I need to shower," I said and waited for directions to the nearest bathroom. I still didn't know his house well enough.
"Last door in the hall on the left," he told me and laid back into bed. I proceeded down the hall and ended up in the bathroom. I turned the hot water on and felt the bathroom start to get steamy. I didn't have any clothes on to begin with so I didn't have to take anything off.
It was late at night to be taking a shower, but I felt like I needed one. I washed my hair and scrubbed my scalp harshly. I didn't have anything to wash my body with so I used my hands to run soap over myself. I took in a big sigh and washed my body. I then sat on the floor of the shower. What if I was pregnant? What would Brendon do? Would he leave me or stay with me? I'm so young.
I the water of the shower started to taste salty. I realized I was crying. I wasn't ready to face Brendon. I filled the tub up with warm water and took a bath. He had no bubbles to put into the bath so I just laid in the small pool of water.
I suddenly started to become very sleepy and I felt my eyes close. I climbed myself out of the tub and without releasing the water I laid on the bathroom mat and fell asleep. The mat was fuzzy and soft.
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I heard a banging at the door.
"Alana! Are you okay?" a man's voice yelled. It was filled with concern. Brendon.
I was too tired to answer and I heard the door open. I shielded him from my nakedness and cowered on the floor.
"Aw, Baby," he whispered softly and picked me up like a child.
He laid me into his bed and gave me one of his shirts. It fit me like a very short dress. I cuddled up in his bed and I felt him put the blanket over me. He kissed my forehead and I watched him leave the room with my old clothes. Probably to wash them. I needed to go to my old house and get my clothes.
I closed my eyes and fell asleep for the second time tonight.
