Saviour

02| Not much of a douche anymore

Everyone has a day in our group meaning everyday gets a special day where they get to choose what we do for the entire day whenever we spend time together that is. And well Mason's day is today, Saturday. Every Saturday we stay in and watch Spongebob but you get tired of doing this for 10 years now. 

" Alright, everybody go get ready. We're going out ." Johnathan instructs. 

"Where?" Alice asks resting her head on his shoulder. 

"To where we always go. The park." He answers wrapping his arms around her. 

Mason gets up reluctantly, grunting and muttering under his breath "All you wanna do is stay home and watch Spongebob but noo, people got fucking issues ." 

Hearing him, i burst out into laughter, "Awww poor baby. Its okay Massy, we'll watch Spongebob next Saturday." 

He replied " Don't fucking call me Massy, Fraser. Always gotta remind me of my biggest mistake." 

He absolutely despise that name. When he was in a relationship with this girl name Sarah, she used to call him that and from since then we troubled him about it. 

I gave small chuckle, walking into my room to find the girls going through my closet.

"I thought you guys would've came prepared." i said making them jump. Portia pretends she wasn't scared. 

"We thought the plan would've been successful. " Portia said, getting ready. 

"Ha. You know better than that." I said. 

At the park 

 " Have one more bite, baby. You know you like it. " Mason told Nathan.

We were all sitting on this large sheet, eating and talking. 

Mason and Nathan always act like this, it wasn't anything new. They acted in love with each other. We usually buy them couple t-shirts and matching stuff for Christmas. 

Nathan starts making weird noises attracting the attention of people around us. 

" See something you like? He's mine ! " Mason got up, shouting at the people staring.

"Baby, don't worry with them. I only want you." Nathan shouts to Mason in this girly voice. 

Everyone on the sheet bursts out in laughter. 

"Seems like you have competition Alice. " Lance says while laughing, making Alice blush. 

Yes even after being together with Nathan for so long, she still gets shy when we tease her about him. 

Nathan wraps his arms around her and gives her a small kiss on the cheek and now she looks like tomato. 

The Next Day 

1:56 am 

Leaning my head against the window, i sang along to the Beatles. I love this kind of music. Something about it makes me so happy. Its one of the things that gets me through life. Music and the people I love. 

I tried to kill myself many times since the incident. 

Why? Because i saw no point in living when my only reason to was gone, when my world was gone. Dead. 

Yes people told me that i'll get over it and i will get better. But they didn't know what its like to have your entire universe taken away from you. Your only reason to want to breathe in this terrible place.