"She"

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She's staring at the moon
that the light strikes in her face.
Trying to stop the tears
that are ready to flow in its grace


Thinking that she is just a girl
that needs an embrace
In the midst of the notion
of leaving this place with no trace

She's been through a lot
but it seems that nobody heeds.
A presence of someone who cares
is all that she needs


Concealing the pain
whenever it hit her so recklessly
For a long time she's been alone
all she can think of is hopelessly

She's always pretending
that everything is alright.
Not a soul recognizes
yet she keeps crying late at night.


She'd been wrecked but none
had the guts to pick up the pieces
of her broken self and trust,
neither can handle the stitches.

She's just a human, a girl
with emotions filling up her will,
and the desire that once bloom in her heart
is slowly becoming ill


In this dystopia that she's surviving on
for quite a long time
is eating her bit by bit
until there is no more point to be fine.

She's drowning in nuisance, sorrow, and anxiety
that she doesn't want to feel
with the flaming emotions that's ready to let go,
she's been seared
.


She's on the verge of losing her mind
but then she roughly kneel
Clinging to her hope for euphoria
that is almost on its gradual kill

She's already lost
in the millions of stars in the galaxy.
With a bit of luck she's finding her way
to where she's meant to be.


Wondering, when will it be her time
to see the beauty
in a universe
with no more agony and misery?


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This is my first time to write a poem so if it's not that good please understand. Thank you.

Love,

Nico Dei xoxo

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