Best Friends Forever...Right? (Harry Styles fanfiction)

chapter 33: always

recap Harry's P.O.V.

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"You know we did that DNA test awhile ago? Yeah I got the results today and Amelia isn't your baby Harry." she said, she was crying I could hear it through the phone.

It wasn't hard to put the pieces together then.

Everything fell in his place.

"You cheated on me while we were together?!"

*end recap*

"I .. I did, I'm sorry! I already forgot! I really didn't know it wasn't yours!" she tried to defend herself, but it was like my whole world was ripped away from me, again. I felt like a dad, I really did. You don't know what it feels like when you're looking forward to something so bad, you're nervous but yet excited for it to happen and then it happens and you're so happy and then it gets taken away from you, until you feel it yourself.

I didn't feel like talking to her anymore, so I hung up. I didn't care about her anymore, I didn't even know why I gave her a second chance, well I do because she was carrying my child, well that's what I thought atleast, now that isn't the case anymore, I have no reason to stick with her.

What annoyed and worried me the most was the un-known, I didn't know, will I ever see Amelia again? I'm pretty sure it's impossible for me to live without her now. I got used to her, I got used to the fact of being a dad. And now I wasn't anymore, it was a lot for me to take at once.

I was still sitting on a chair in the kitchen, while Alex walked back into the kitchen.

"Hey I didn't hear any voices anymore so I figured you stopped ca- wait are you okay?" He stopped in the middle of his sentence because he saw my face. "Is something wrong with Amelia?" He also added.

"Yes." I said, well whispered. I was still in a shock, more denial fase. I couldn't accept what was happening.

"Is she okay? What happened?" He asks almost immediately. I could see that he was honestly worried.

"She's okay." I simply answered. Cause it's the truth right? She is okay, the poor girl doesn't even know what's going on right now around her. I feel bad for her, I thought I could give her a future, that I could raise her like my daughter, but now I can't, and I don't want Amelia to be alone with Kate and I'm damn sure I don't want whoever her real father is around her. She deserves so much better.

"Haz?" I almost forgot he was still here. "She's not mine." I said again, sadly. Once again I could see that Alex also didn't need much time to put everything together.

"What a fucking cheating bitch" was all he said, then he man-hugged (that's not a word right? well it is now) me.

"I don't know what to do anymore." I said. "Don't worry Harry, it will be okay Lore is back now, she'll help you through it. You'll find your way out of this, I promise" he answered, I know he meant it good and he only tried to help me but I need some alone time.

"I'm going to go for a ride. I don't know when I'll be back" I said and I left.

I couldn't believe this, everything that happened, Lore leaving and such was all for nothing. She isn't even my child! If katie had told me before there was a possibility that she wasn't my daughter then nothing would have happened. Lore wouldn't have left, we would have our happily ever after, like she deserves. We could be now ssomewhere on a beach loving each other and enjoying our lifes. Instead of that were now stuck in our messed up world, that I hate to call reality.

I'm starting to think it was all one big fucked up plan from Kate, she wanted to ruin our lifes. And she succeeded.

Lore was back for now but how long would she stay?