Justice

(Iris new partner)

Dear diary
I have always wanted to be police officer , now I work for intelligence I didn't think I would get in but my skills I was able to get in  , but first you have to try different things you know to get different experiences , plus a new change of scenery should do it .They looked at me sharp eyed like they knew I was new here at the station .I suppose that's what you have to do on the job ,observe everyone and notice everything the details , to be able to spot good from bad .Its like that game when you where younger spot the difference ,great game!!! But this is no game it's a serious job .Crime is everywhere any may be taking over us .

So I finally got there ,now working for the best police station in Chicago,my boss is so tough I would like to be like him  I hope I am like him , is it right to feel so different I love saving life's and fighting to help save our country just makes you think that you doing you bit , and feel proud as well .Is it possible that this might be the thing that takes all the forbidden memorise ,for not to be spoken only to the people I cherish .I have a feeling this might be the next great thing  for me to take my mind off things for while . It's like running away from my problems , my past . To make a future , maybe a good future .

So I know this sounds goofy but my partner in the police , she has change so much .Iris.I like her in all but . I swear I didn't know she worked here , would that have changed my mind if I knew she was here with all the things that have happened, and being her partner might actually bring us closer .But I don't want her getting hurt it will kill me to see her wounded ,ok I will spill it I have feeling for her , a lot .
When you love someone you never stop thinking of them . Every night , every day , every Minuit .

But I wonder what she feels about me does she love me that would be a mystery ,does she have mixed feeling ,does she hate me oh I hope she doesn't I think I messed it up .I wish I could read people's minds like her . CAN she read my mind , does she think I am an idiot . That's the last thing I won't .

Iris , I have had feeling for women in the past but she is different she draws me in like a I forget everything when I am with her . But all can not be seen ,she is hiding something and I know it I need to find out ...... She makes me forget the person I used to be .

Writer :
Who do you think it is leave in the comments . I do apologise I haven't updated sooner I have been busy but that's no excuse .Anyway hope you have a exciting day and enjoy your life , but stay safe . Going to make it more interesting tomorrow , just putting it up for you to read .

MisteryGirl51