--Eva’s POV--
Gabby looked really confused
“but I thought I no have a daddy” I smiled at her
“everybody has a daddy baby, yours just wasn’t around” I swear I heard luke mumble something like ‘and who is to blame for that’ under his breath so I growled at him. I placed gabby down but kept my eyes locked with his
“gabby I want you to go up stairs and get ready for your nap tell your brother to get ready too and I’ll be up in a minute to tuck you in” she skipped up the stairs and snarled at luke
“you would be the one to blame for that not me, you’re the one who cheated not me, and you’re the one who really didn’t give a shit not me so don’t come to my house on my land in my territory and try to blame me for something you could have prevented if you could only keep it in your fucking pants” by the time I was done with my speech I had luke pressed up against the wall with my finger on his chest. I felt andy come up behind me to calm me down
“come on eva, please relax. You don’t want to lose control again do you” I took in a bunch of deep breaths then stepped back smiling at andy
“im fine, you deal with them and I’ll be in my office” I walked off and slammed the door before sliding down into a crouch crying my eyes out. I don’t understand what I did so wrong in my life to have a mate that could really do something like that. Iv heard of mates cheating on each other but not when their fully mated its just not heard of and it never happens, so why did it happen to me. Im not saying that I regret ever meeting luke because then I wouldn’t have my two angels and their the only reason im still alive. I was about to go upstairs and tuck in the kids when andy came in
“don’t worry I already have them tucked in and luke is staying for a couple days so he can decide whether or not to live here or leave because his pack is only 5 men strong and that’s not big enough for an official pack” I nodded then sat at my desk in the silence until andy started massaging my shoulders
“what are you thinking?” I sighed and lent back in my chair
“I really don’t want gabby to grow up like I did and so far she is” he spun me around looking at me confused
“what do you mean?” I felt the tears start falling again
“all my childhood I was bullied and called names because of how I looked or what I liked to do and so is gabby. My brother made me miserable and I cried everyday because of it so has gabby. I grew up without a loving mom and dad, well they were there but only to hurt me physically and all she has is me and there isn’t much I can do but I don’t want luke to be in their life because if he can hurt and lie to me, who’s to say he wont do it to them” andy sighed then picked me up and put me on his lap
“listen ok, I hate luke probably more then the next person but maybe you should let the kids know the truth. Tell them what he did and let them decide” I looked at him
“are forgetting that they are only 3?” he laughed and patted my back while pulling me into a hug
“your kids are smarter then you think and they would understand and if they want him in their life then let him other wise we can just make him leave” I sighed again and smiled at him
“ok I’ll talk to them all later but right now im taking a nap, can you keep an eye on the twins if they wake up?” he agreed and I went up to check on the twins but decided to crawl into bed with them instead of going all the way up to mine and within seconds of laying down I was out like a light just to be welcomed into another dream/vision.
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i know that its really really short and im sorry but im having writers block really bad, im not sure if she should let luke back in or not and if the kids will except him well i know what gabe will do but not gabby so anyways i guess thats all and as soon as i can i will upload again and hopefully it will be longer :)
