..........."We are dating"said Justin
I froze, I died inside I couldn't see clear anymore. I wanted to say something but in the moment I opened my mouth I saw Scoter watching me and giving me the "don't u say anything" look. I looked at Justin. He gave me the "it's ok look."
I looked Ellen in the eyes and said "yes..,we are together"
My voice was shaking.
"That is absolutely the thing you say on the show isn't it"she said and laughed
"So we have to take a break, but after we come back Ariana will preform her single Focus"she said.
"Cut" said the camera man
The girl with Ellen's shirt grabbed my hand and I followed her into the dressing room. I wanted to talk to Ricky and figure out what the hell is happening, but we have only 5minutes till the show continued.
"Ok so we will dress you up and I will make your makeup now."said the girl
"Omg, where is she" Alexa was screaming
She ran into the dressing room "Are you okay? What happend?"
"We don't have time Miss" said girl with Ellen's shirt
"I will be short i promise" Alexa said
The girl rolled her eyes and went out.
"Ok, don't worry we will figure something out, now you will forget everything and go on the stage and be gorgeous like you always are ok?" Alexa said
"Yes" I said.
She calmed me down for a bit.
I dressed and put on my makeup. I went on stage.
"3....2....1 and action"said the camera man
I started singing. When I turned around I saw there is no Ricky (if u didn't know Ricky is Ariana's boyfriend and her dancer.)
The song ended and I went backstage. I saw Scoter standing and weaving at me. I went there and slapped him in the face.
"You won't control my life, I hate you! You will get back your ass and told them the truth." I said.
"Calm down, we will told you everything later ok?" Scoter said (if u don't know Scoter is/was Ariana's and Justin's manager)
In the next moment Frankie and Alexa came and went in the dressing room with me.
Frankie gave me a cup of tea
"Thank you" I said
"Are you ok?" He asked
"Never better " I laughed
"I bring you the cookies" said Alexa
"You are the best." I said and took a cookie
"Where is Ricky? I have to talk to him" I said
"He went home, I think we should go home to, you get ready and we will wait outside." Said Frankie
"Ok, I said and hugged them."
After I dressed up we went home, car was very quiet.
When we came home I grabbed my things and went in my room. Dogs followed me. I sat on my bad and tried new snapchat filters. Alexa and Frankie went in the shop and my mom was still at the Ellen show. So me and Ricky were alone.
"Ariana" said Ricky (I didn't know when he get in).
"Ricky I'm so sorry" I started
"It's ok I know you didn't mean it." He said
"No, it's not ok, I am going to tell people that this is not true I swear."I said
He sat on the bed right next to me.
"How much time did you work on your career and now, when you are on the top you want to let go everything?" He said calmly
"I don't want to lie to people, it's the same as I would lie to my family, Arianators are my family and they will forever be."I almost cried
"I know but If you tell them you will ruin Justin's career.So now promise me you won't say anything" he said
"Fine" I said and looked him In the eyes
"I love you" he said
"I love you too" the moment I said it I regret it I felt like its a lie,what If I don't love him, what if I love Justin
Hey guys I hope you like this book so far please let me now in the comments love you!💕💖
