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IAN'S POV

Nina, she's still asleep,
Even tho it's late,
3:36 it is.
She's gonna have the worst hangover.
*knock knock*
Ugh, who can this be?
I open the door only to Nina's parents.
"Hey guys, come in."
I said in a sad voice,
I'm hurting to.
"Ian? Honey what's wrong, where's Nina?"
Nina's mother asked.
"She's still sleeping, she went to a bar and drunk everything."
"Well, why did you let her drink?"
Nina's father asked.
"I didn't, she told me she wanted to go to you guys, whit out me, then she really went to a bar."
"did you guys fight?"
"We, we l-lost the baby."
I say looking down.
"Oh my god, Ian I am so sorry. But it will happen again, don't worry about, okay?"
"I'm worried about Nina."
"We got a big guess bedroom, you guys can come to us, just for a night or two."
I didn't say anything.
"We're only asking, so we can watch Nina, don't let her hurt herself, again."
Alex said.
I think he meant when she tried killing herself.
Yeah,
Alex, still gots bad blood whit me about that,
But I don't wanna fight whit him, because that's Nina's brother.
I nodded,
"That's a good idea."
I told them.
"I'm gonna go upstairs, to Nina, you know try and get her up."

NINA'S POV

The last person I want to deal whit.
My mother,
Yes I love her but,
My so weak, and hurt right now.
She comes next to me.
"Nina, honey, it's late you have to get up. Come on now."
I moaned in anger.
"I don't want to. I just want to sleep all day."
"Now now! You can't do that, come on neen! I'll help you through this. I know I never told you this but, before you or Alex was born, I was pregnant, for 5 months. Then I lost it. Does it still hurt, yes. But then I had 2 beautiful children, names Alex and Nina. And I can't be anymore happy, so Nina believe me, it shall happen again."
I get up, and hug her,
"I know it will, but I just didn't want this to happen."
"No one does. I love you Nina, now get dressed, you and Ian are coming to stay whit is for a night or two."
I nodded,
"I love you to mom."
I got up,
I look terrible, I had the worst headache.
I sight.
I took a shower,
And got dressed.
I add natural makeup,
So I look a bit better.
I walk downstairs
Only to see everyone, talking,
Ian look sad.
I feel horrible for what I did last night, I mean I don't really remember,
But I remember a little bit.
"Ian, can you come here?"
He nodded and came into the kitchen.
I hugged him.
"Ian, I'm so sorry, about last night, I didn't mean to, I'm sorry."
He hugged back,
"It's okay, it's not ur fault, just don't do it again, okay?"
"Okay, I love you."
"Love you."
I kissed him.
We went back in the front,
"Okay guys, I don't wanna go stay whit you guys, I'm sorry, but I can't deal whit that."
"Why? We'll watch over you."
"I don't need to be watched, I love you guys, but, Ian and I are just gonna stay here, I'm fine."
"Nina?-"
I cut Ian off.
"No! I want to stay here! There is not point to me leaving, when I can be comfortable at my house! Mom dad, thank you for trying, I love you guys, BUT GET OUT!"
I snapped.
"Okay, if you need anything call us."
They all got up and left.
"Nina! What was that about?"
"I can't deal whit them on my back Ian! Us losing the baby, does it even bother you?! Because you look fine in my eyes!"
"No Nina! I am not okay, I am far from it! Im hurt to! I don't wanna show how broken I am for you! Please don't make this anymore harder then it already is."
"Ian, maybe, I should go stay to my mom and dad, just for a week, alone, I think we need time to think, because all were gonna do, Is fight! Let's get a week break from each other, or you know what, I'll go stay to Kat, get out minds off things, you can stay here, or go to whoever you want, but please understand, everytime I look at you, I just think about it, just one week is all I'm asking for, please, don't be mad, I do love you, don't think I don't, because I do, it's not you, I am not leaving you, so don't think it!"
He just looked at the ground,
Not saying a word.
He nodded, and I walked past him.
I got me one tiny suitcase,
And walked out.
I drove to my mother and father.
I'm not going to Kat maybe later.
No no, how am I gonna go to my mom and dad and I just kicked them out,
I can't go there.
So I did go to Kat.
I called her first.
"HEYOOO!"
She said as soon as she picked up.
"Hey Kat, is it okay if I stay whit you, just for a little, I have no one else to go to."
"Yeah, sure."
"Thank you, love u."
"Love ya to, babe."
She said as hang up.
I needed to go to the store,
I pull in the store,
I just needed a drunk, if anything strong,
I am not gonna get drunk tho.
I walk in only to see,
Nikki
And
Austin.
Holding there new,
Baby.
I walk up to her,
I wanna beat her up, I don't care who's watching, and how bad it will make me look,
I want to beat her ass.
"Hey nik." I say coldly.
"Nina, hey." She said in a nice way, Like she never did anything wrong,
She got under my skin.
"I had the baby, I named her Rosie."
I nodded.
"Where's Ian."
She said and gave me a devilish look.
I just smacked her across the face, she yelled. I pulled her hair, and kept on hitting her in the head.
She grabbed my hair, and hit me,
Austin backs me off of her,
I looked up at her,
Her hair was fucked up,
And blood was coming out of her nose.
"Nina! Your hitting a women who just had a baby, 2 months ago! What's wrong whit you?!" Austin said.
I smacked him to.
He hit me in the face and pulls my hair,
Then slams me In The floor.
Nikki gets on top of me, and hits me.
I grab her throat and pushed her off of me. "You ugly cunt! You always try to break up Ian and I! You the biggest slut I've ever seen, you always want my left overs, fine ur own man! Fake friend!" I fire at her,
"No, just all ur mans want me!"
She yelled back.
I spit on her, my spit had a lot of venom.
I kick her, then Austin pushed me to the floor again. Then a man grabs me,
"Hey man, this is a women! You can't hit her!"
The man that I didn't know told Austin.
"I'm calling the police on you, hitting a women like that!" Then other man I don't know hit Austin. Knocked him on the floor.
"Hey lady, are you alright?"
"Yeah, I'm fine!" And I walk out.
I get in my car, and hit the steering wheel as hard as I can, I screamed and let all the tears fall.
Not because I got beat up.
Because of life.
I wish I can go back to the start,
Before everything got so hard.
I see a cop car pulled in, and took Austin.
I drove away before I get asked questions.

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