Forget Me Not

4. You're Killing Me

Warning: only because decent people warn their readers that they are about to read a sex scene. That is all this short chapter is. This is not a chapter that will hold any big revelation so if you don't wanna read my possibly terribly written sex scene then skip it.
----the song above doesn't really have anything to do with this chapter it's Here Comes the Sun that was mentioned in the last chapter...ok I'm done now...
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Kennedy's POV

As he rinsed the last of the shampoo from his hair I wrapped my arms around his waist pressing myself against him.

"Babe." He says, his voice breaking a little.

"Yeah?" I ask as innocently as possible, a small smirk tugging at my lips.

"You are killing me,-" he says turning to face me, wrapping his arms around me pulling me closer. I can feel the affect I've had on him and my face grows hot. "-and if we aren't careful I don't know if we'll be able to stop."

I lifts myself to my toes whispering in his ear "Maybe I don't want to." Turning off the shower I stepped out glancing back at my shocked boyfriend and continue down the short hall to our bedroom.

Oh my god. Holy shit! Did I just..? Oh my god I did.

My face must be an incredible shade of red because, oh my god!! Where did that even come from?!

I go to wrap myself in the towel I found on the desk chair but my hands are stopped by his before I get the towel closed.

"Where did that come from? And don't even try to hide from me now." He says against my neck.

"I have no clue." I answer him, feeling his lips on my neck.

"Did you mean it?"

I pause for a moment, very aware of the silence waiting to be broken and that Derek has stopped kissing my neck.

"Yes." I answer finally.

"Good." He says taking the towel from me, dropping it on the floor and spinning me to face him in one swift movement.

When his lips meet mine it was unlike anything else. As always his lips were soft and fit mine perfectly. This kiss held more passion, approaching sensual. The urgency I felt to be close to him was indescribable as I pull him into me.

When I break my lips away from his, to catch my breath he immediately moved his lips to neck. He walks me to the bed without breaking contact.

Lowering me to the mattress he trails kisses down my body sending shivers all the way to my toes.  A moan escapes my lips when he kisses my center. Replacing his lips with his fingers he massages me a pool of warmth gathering there.

"Damn it Der!" I groan.

"Yes?" He says a smirk playing across his lips as he slips a finger inside me.

"Fuck." I whimper out.

His thumb teasing my nub he dips another finger inside of me curling them slightly.

He captures my lips with his, brushing my hair away from my face with his free hand. He cups my cheek for a moment, moving it to my waist before moving his mouth to my nipple.

Releasing the sheets I knot my hands in his hair grinding against his still active hand.

"Fuck. Derek. I need you." I moan.

With one last stroke of his tongue to my nipple he returns his lips to mine briefly. Removing his fingers from me he licks them clean.

"Are you sure." He asks, his voice husky.

"Yes. Definitely yes." I sigh.

"Okay." He says with a nod moving to grab the little foil package from the drawer in bedside table.

Feeling his manhood against my folds sent me into a bliss I hadn't experienced before. My body was begging for him to be inside me and he knew it but couldn't resist teasing me.

"Der. So help me, if you keep teasing me.." I groan.

He chuckles positioning himself at my entrance.

"If it's too much tell me and we can stop. Just please tell me." He says lowering his body to mine.

I nod, preparing myself for the mix of pain and pleasure I know will come next.  Pushing into me he stopped sooner than I had expected, and let out a moan.

I screw my eyes shut breathing deep as I feel myself stretch around him.

"...okay?" He asks me.

Nodding I pull him down to me. He started slow only increasing the speed of his thrusts when I began grinding against his hips. 

Placing a hand on my hips he stops my movements, thrusting deeper.

Our breathing becoming shallow,  our hot breath mixing and the pool of warmth increasing in my lower abdomen.

"Let go baby."

Relaxing into this feeling I screwed my eyes shut, the pleasure take over soon followed by Derek collapsing on top of me supporting his weight only on his elbows. Our ragged breathing began to even out and he rolled off of me.

"Damn." I breathed.

"No regrets?" He asks pulling the blankets over us circling me in his arms.

Rolling onto my side to face him I wrap my arms around him lacing my fingers into the hair at the nape of his neck.

"Not a chance....I love you."

"I love you too." He says placing a kiss on my forehead.