The worst part is im still hella in love with him. Though all I was to him was a pair of tits. I loved him deeply dispite all his flaws. I know I'm the only one who will love him as much as I do. Though. He doesn't want me. He played my heart. He is in love with his best friend. He calls me babygirl. He does all those things guys can do to make you fall for them. We shared i love yous. For a month at least.. He then broke my heart. After I jokingly said how many girls are you in love with. He answered, no one. Except for his best friend. I broke. I bawled. I shut my feelings off. It broke me that much. I'm still deeply in love with him... he's now the one broken after i fixed him and some other whore broke him. I told myself I wouldn't fall for him again. That'd I'd hold on. But no. He dragged me down. I fell again. I'm doing the same mistake. There's no way out of this. I'll constantly fall unless he's out of my life.
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PoetryI'm just posting things I've wrote, small stories and my feelings. Care to read if you'd like. Requested by my friend to do this.
