I have to keep saying to myself. It'll be alright. But how can I be alright when I just keep dreaming about you. When my heart keeps aching for your affection. How can I be alright when you love someone else. And yet still I haven't found anyone who made me love them like you. How can I be alright when still. You're on my mind. I just hide the pain and make it unexistant. I pretend it's not there. It only shows when I think about you. It only shows when I'm bawling my eyes out in the middle of the night because I woke up from a dream where you were mine again and we were okay. You still loved me. You weren't pretending. You kissed me. You loved me. I woke up; remembering it was all a lie. And I'll never have you back. So why are you always still on my mind. someone. And you fall for someone else. Go for them. Because if you truly loved em. You wouldn't of fallen for someone else. I think the real pain tho. Is you waited the whole 24 hours of us being apart. That you asked her out. You still said you loved me. If you loved me. You wouldn't of hurt me. You wouldn't of killed me inside. You wouldn't of done this. You never once loved me. I was just the girl you were with till you found someone better. Someone closer. I was just the temporary girl. You never once actually meant the words 'I love you' like I did. I meant them with my hearts content. But you lied. The whole year and a half. You lied. Why did you do this to me. I wish I left in the first month. I wouldn't be this hurt.
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